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Okay this is a boring post. I've warned you.
Date: Tuesday, June 30, 2009


Sahaja aku berpuasa qadha pada esok hari kerana Allah Ta'ala.

Yes, I'm fasting.

I slept at 2 AM, right after I finished watching Clannad After Story. Who knows an anime could gave a big impact to me? I don't know why, but this story touched my heart. It makes me cried, it makes me laughed, it also makes me happy and makes me feel bad. Kyaaa! Oh you watch it and jugde, okay? Hehe.

My alarm rang exactly at 4 AM, and I woke up minutes after that. After washing my face and brushing my teeth, I cooked scrambled eggs for myself. My apetite wasn't that good, hence some leftover. Hehe.

Right after doing Subuh prayer, I went to my bed again and continue my sleeping.

I woke up at noon, took my bath and perform DZuhor prayer.

Spent the whole afternoon going online. BUT THAT PARTICULAR SOMEONE DIDN'T EVEN TEXT ME.

Sungkai = Satay!

And my night... as usual watching Korean drama on TV.

Okay that was.... boring. Fullstop, then.


Not my lucky day...
Date: Sunday, June 28, 2009


Highlights of the day;
  • Went to a wedding ceremony at Danau, with my parents and Abang Azhar.
  • Met Echa and Ecumy there by surprise. Haven't seen them for half a year or so, we talked about the past. Hehe. We laughed a lot! Haha.
  • I asked them to came over at my place later, and they both said yes.
  • Not long after we arrived home, Memet and her mom came over. I haven't seen them for 2/3 weeks!
  • And Ecumy texted me saying that they can't come. It's okay babe, soon ah.
  • Spent my long day with Memet.
  • Baby Amirah pooed on me. Poo poo poo puuuuuuuuuhhh! Not my lucky day.

All in all, I'm having fun, BUT I FORGOT TO TAKE SOME PICTURES!


My boring Saturday,
Date: Saturday, June 27, 2009


I spent my afternoon watching Clannad After Story with Abang Azhar. We're a big fan of anime. LOL.



Other than that, my Saturday is rather boring.

Fullstop.

Oh, I like this one. Baby Amirah's pictures. Can't remember when I snap it though.


Bah. Assalammualaikum.


No title.
Date: Friday, June 26, 2009


You are the meanest person I've known!!!

How many times do you think of me in a day?! Because I think of you every time the clock ticks.







Going to the beach again, and it was effing hot!

Okay I think I'm overdoing it now. My legs hurt like berabisan! So I should take a break, I'll be active again after I'm feeling fine. Hehe.


This is beautiful! SJ is loveee!
Date: Thursday, June 25, 2009




Heard a bad news about Ki Bum, he's currently injured. Get well soon dear, everyone is waiting for you!

I'd prefer you killing me if you're thinking of hurting me.


OMG! My legs!
Date: Wednesday, June 24, 2009



Okay, this time, my legs hurt like hell! Urgh!


230609 xoxo
Date: Tuesday, June 23, 2009



I don't mind living without you, but I mind, living without your love.

Thanks for the time dear. It means a lot to me. Thanks.


I love my family.
Date: Monday, June 22, 2009



Went to Tutong today noon with my parents and 2 brothers, Azhar and Arip. Nothing much, but I spend a fortune for the upcoming Syawal. Urgh.


Influenza H1N1. Creepy.
Date: Sunday, June 21, 2009


Read here.

Ya Allah, lindungilah hamba-Mu dari segala kejahatan.




Went to a wedding ceremony at Bukit Beruang, Tutong. I went there with both of my parents. It was a very hot day, and damn, I sweat a lot!

I was suppose to meet Asim today, but something came up (again). We was suppose to meet on last Tuesday too, but he got something to take care off. No wonder I have a sort-of-hint dream last night. Anyway, these thing wasn't his intention, so I'm not going to get mad. Hehe. Let's meet next week, okay? And please please please do not promise anything. Otherwise I may get hurt if something like this is to happen again. Hehe.

And today I was planning to go for another jogging session, but my legs still hurt so bad, so I'm having a break. Hehe.

Tomorrow morning, we'll be going to the beach! Kan mandi pantai eh. Haha.

Off. Assalammualaikum.


Again and again.
Date: Saturday, June 20, 2009


It was such a nice day, so why waste it? It's the third time of the week! Now, instead of going with Adik Asri, I went with Abang Azhar and Adik Arip.


My legs hurt so bad! Kyaaa!

I'm hoping for a great day with my Asim tomorrow! I miss him a great deal!


Baby Amirah's first time in the baby's walker. I think she found it awkward. Hehe.




The second time of the week!
Date: Friday, June 19, 2009


Yes, I'm going for a jog at the beach again. This time, with my Adik Asri only. Snap some picture here and there and this is some of it.


At 7 PM, me and Abang Azhar went to Tutong. He got some business to take care of. I was wearing my pajama, so I stayed in the car. Hehe. And and and, I drove home, for the first time at night. I can't see anything, I mean it! I was surprised that I didn't get nervous. Haha.

Asim convinced me, thats why, I think. Hehe.

Off. Assalammualaikum.


Seventeen & Eighteen. XD
Date: Thursday, June 18, 2009


Went to Miri with Sha! A holiday trip is just what I need. Too bad Juju can't join us, but its okay, we'll see each other sooner or later, kay?

I'm lazy to type actually. Bullet form then (ikut style Sha, LOL);

June 17th;
  • Took off from my place at around 9/10 AM, the rainy day delayed our plan.
  • Thanks for the Kimchi Sha love, but Fie inda ampit eh. Kambing.
  • I'm actually sleepy but after seeing Sha my tire wear off.
  • Arrived at Imperial Hotel Miri at around 12, but we were asked to wait for a hour to check in.
  • So... shopping! Hehe. Me and Sha bought twin dresses, it was pretty! Hehe, banar!
  • We ate our lunch there at the food court . I.... didn't eat much. Hehe.
  • Not long after that, we check in the hotel (finally).
  • At 4 PM, shopping lagi~
  • But inda batah atu, Sha's parent bawa kami ke Bintang Plaza. Aku is sakai! Haha! Besar sudah ia! Inda ku puas disana ah!
  • We buy something for someone for her upcoming birthday this July. Hehe.
  • Tiba-tiba saja aku rasa aku inda tahan bau kopi. Kambing. Me and Sha bought twin drinks (LOL, aku inda ingat namanya) at Starbuck Coffee House.
  • We're too busy choosing clothes that we missed going to other shop there. Huhu.
  • Went back to Imperial, shopping berabisan. LOL.
  • Balik hotel pukul 9 lalu, almost 10 PM I think. Aku hairan aku inda letih sangat ah. Selalunya game over sudah ne. Hehe.
  • Showering, praying, and dinner . Inda batah lapas tu aku jadi gemalai, kana butt-kicking oleh Sha lagi toh! Haha.
  • Fallen asleep before 1 AM.

June 18th;
  • Woke up at 7:45 AM tapi aku sambung tidur balik. Haha.
  • Pukul 8 lalu kami pergi ke sauna. Pakai pyjama. LOL.
  • On the phone with Juju! Hehe. Macam-macam kami suruh Juju tengokkan di KK. Haha.
  • Kami balik hotel semula pukul 10, after siap mandi.
  • Wore this dress;
  • Shopping lagi. I bought myself a super cute slipper! Hehe.
  • Lepas check-out at around 1, kami pergi ke Boulevard (sp?). We ate our lunch there . Aku langsung inda terbali apa-apa disana. Planning kan balikan something for Asim, tapi entahlah. Huhu. Inda ku tau apakan dibalikan untuk Asim.
  • At approximately 3/4 PM, we arrived at e-Mart. Aku ikut pusing-pusing cari makan. Hehe.
  • Safely arrived home at around 5 PM.
Woah. Letih saya taip! Broken ah language saya. Haha!

More pictures on Sha's FB & Sha's bloggy. (Malas kan upload balik. Hehe.)

I'm having fun! Thanks Sha love, Daddy and Mummy! May God bless you!


What is this? This is my sleeping sickness!
Date: Tuesday, June 16, 2009


I officially envy those who sleep well at any condition. I somehow want to be one of them.

It's currently 9 AM. Aku balum tidur dari semalam yoh! I'm not even sleepy right now. Paning saja rasaku. I might faint anytime soon I think.

I seriously need a massage.

ASIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!

At the end of the day, I scream for your name. I'm longing for your attention.




Went to Bandar with my parent at 11 AM. I'm actually very tired because of those stupid sleepless night. I didn't have any company, so I bring along my so-called best friends:


LOL! Yes, they are my friends now. Books, that pink-sort-of-diary, my headset, a bottle of water, and and and my lovely Asim! Haha! The pillow, I mean.

Kami beli kain untuk Hari Raya yoh! We went to the First Metro (sp?), yaaa, I haven't been there for a long time! Not long after that, we head to The Mall to have our lunch at the food court. I get myself stuffed with Buttermilk Chicken! Hehe. I met some former SMSOnians there. After that, we went to Hua Ho Bunut. Then... I find myself fallen asleep most of the time in the car. When I woke up I found out that we've arrived Tutong. Haha.

You know what? I'm feeling very very sleepy! Lucky I didn't faint.

It's 11 PM now and I should get some sleep. Tomorrow's another day. Assalammualaikum!


Going to my happy place!
Date: Monday, June 15, 2009


I don't really have much to say...

It was a boring day, I miss my happy place so bad! So here I am!


Going for a jog makes me tired. I was sweating a lot. Urgh.


Something to laugh at. LOL!
Date: Sunday, June 14, 2009



Mom told me that baby Amirah got a lil' character of Abang Azhar. Well well, semoga menjadi anak yang pintar baby!


Her 7th months
Date: Friday, June 12, 2009



Happy 7th months old baby!



What's with me today??!

1. A simple text from someone but it makes me uneasy.
2. I'd prefer not replying him, but still I did.
3. The past drives me nuts, I don't feel like eating. I refuse to take any rice.
4. I'm feeling rather depressed, so I did a lot of cleaning just to clear my mind.
5. I was cleaning my phone inbox but I accidentally deleted Asim's recent message. BULLSHIT!
6. And now, I'm feeling... weak. I'm really hungry, but I still don't feel like eating.

You ruin my day, are you happy about it? Well thank you very much. What a mess! Correction! My day is just fine, how about yours?


I think it'd be the right time to scream for Asim's name...
ASIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMMMMM!


Aku sayang budak kecil ini. Hehe.
Date: Thursday, June 11, 2009


I won't be entertaining you guys with I-am-doing-this-and-that kind of post as I'm most of the time staying at home doing nothing, I repeat, NOTHING. Okay, scratch it! I'm just exaggerating. What I mean to say is, I'm doing nothing unusual. All my day was Sunday... And because I'm having too many Sundays, I'm getting tired of it... Well, you can call me a bummer. I have to admit that I am. But of course I hate that fact. Seriously, do you think I'd like it?

It'd hurt this blog's feeling if I am to leave it empty (LOL). So I won't. A lil' bit of update or a picture on a post won't hurt, I guess. Hehe.

And now I'm leaving with a picture. Aku sayang ni budak ani. Haha! I hope she'd love me too as she grow up. Amin. Be a good girl, dear.


Off. Assalammualaikum!


Am I dying?????
Date: Wednesday, June 10, 2009


It feels like I am a sick person, whom awaits for dead to take her away. I started my PMS yesterday, and heck, it hurts like hell! I can't sleep well last night, the pain almost kill me!

My besties should have finished their exam by now I think. I wish you guys the best for the upcoming result! I miss reading Sha's blog post. Hehe. I'm really looking forward for some updates later!! And guys, lets have fun soon! Hehe.

Today's June 10th.. Urgh. I need to wait longer to meet Asim. 보고싶어!!! Real bad!

Off then. 안녕!


She's a cutie!
Date: Tuesday, June 09, 2009



Initially, we wanted to go to Bandar by ourselves, but instead, we went to Tutong with my parents. Saja mendangani Abang Azhar, I won't do any good jua staying home saja. Bangas rasanya. LOL!

I didn't even buy anything. Well, some food pulang saja. Hehe.




"I've never seen such a beutiful baby!"