I miss you, boo.

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Mom had to take a day off from school because she was worried with the baby. And she's going to visit sister in the hospital and buy some stuff. I guess the baby is my responsible now.

But I ended up not taking care of her. I mean, she didn't want me. Every time I hold her, she cried her eyes out! And screamed so loud! The maid came for a rescue, always, as she's a pro.

I went to bed at 5 AM last night, right after doing my Subuh prayer. I don't know what's wrong with me, I just can't sleep. I just have a lot in my mind! When the baby falls into her sleep in the noon, I did some reading and ended up sleeping. It was 12.30 and I was waiting for my brothers to come home from school so that I can have my lunch with them. Having lunch alone is the least thing I wanted to do, every single day. Sadly, my sleep dragged until 3 PM. *Sigh.

I am hopeless. Urgh.

Sister's getting better now, and she can feed the baby. So later that night, mom told me to bring baby Amirah to the hospital so that my sister could feed her. The baby is crying so hard that it makes me feel stupid for being angry. I mean, she's just a baby, she didn't know anything, and she's not the one to take the blame. I have to bear with my stupid feeling, and to my luck, she fall asleep in my arm. And that feels good... Hehe.

Echa's family came for a visit at the hospital that night. Hehe. The two sisters told me that I'm getting chubbier. So my Monday's post is not just my imagination, IT WAS TRUE!!!

Arrived home at 10 PM and again, baby Amirah fall asleep in my arm. Hehe.

I'm so glad I didn't miss my favourite korean drama. Haha! I miss watching American Idol though. *Sigh.

Asim's always in my mind today. It's driving me crazy! Meet me soon, darling?

Off.