To begin with, I'm not in my best mood. I feel humanly stupid!

I woke up at 6AM since mom told me last night that both of us will go to the hospital again to bring baby Amirah to her mom. After waking up, as usual I took my shower and did my daily things. I dressed up accordingly, and went out of room.... and I find out that my mom is already gone.

What kind of human that won't feel angry about it?

But of course I don't want to be rude and blame my parents. It makes me a bad child I guess. But the anger builded within me. There's nobody to be mad of, and I started to blame myself! Urgh. I cleaned my room to make the anger go away, but I ended up cursing everything that get through my way. I've said the word 'stupid' in my mind so many times today, countless.

The wireless connection is acting very stupidly too.

Getting something to eat and some sleep ease my anger. Hehe.

I got another phone call from MOE. They still want me to fill up the form even though I don't have any UK University that meet my requirement. I don't know why. I've already given up with this scholarship, so now... should I really fill up the form? Anyone?

I feel ridiculously stupid again now that I wake up. *Sigh.

And that there's another stupid phone call through my mobile phone but I didn't manage to answer it. It woke me up, and its irritating me!

I'm having such a stupid headache. Urgh.

What a day! Won't today going to be any better?

The good news is that, my sister will be home later. What a relief!

Okay I'm better off now. Assalammualaikum.


-{ '2:39 PM.

My feeling? =