I hate to admit this, but I'm going through it again - the sleepless night.

P/S; Remembering that man's name gave me a goosebumps! Seriously!


Today is hectic! I can't even get enough sleep.

Get well soon, my love.
Get well soon, sister.
Stop crying baby. It hurts to see you crying.



I have to accompany my brother and sister to the hospital to get my sister's medicine in the morning. She's in a sort-of-paralyze state. She can move of course, but hardly.

Went back home at noon and my sister's condition is getting worse. She can't stand on her own feet. Me and the maid have to help her stand and move to get her to her room.

Baby Amirah is crying like crazy that morning. It's like she knew something's wrong with her mother.

Since I was sleepless last night, I went to my bedroom to get some sleep, and I left it unlocked. When I woke up, baby Amirah was right there beside me, sleeping. I remembered hearing some noise outside my room but I ignored it and get back to my sleep.

After Asar, me and my parents hurried to Tutong Hospital. So it was the ambulance-person who made the noise outside my room when I was half awake. My sister needs to be hospitalize, since she puked a lot, she can't stand on her own feet, she was hard to be heard, and the worst - she can't feed the baby.

The baby needs to be feed but with such condition... Urgh. It's a huge mess. She was being hard and we all were tired of it.

We get through the night though. Hee.

And I was having such a stupid headache for not having enough sleep.

Asim's not feeling well too. He told me he got off from work early today. Rest well, dear love.