It seems that my dad had made his mind about my laptop. The guy who checked my laptop in Kiulap last few weeks offered me to trade it in. I don't know, but I think my dad is considering it and will buy me a new one. Maybe. It cost too much to get it fixed.

I guess this is goodbye, baby lappy. I'm sorry that I didn't take a real good care of you. I definitely will be missing your appearance. Again, I lost such a beautiful memories. But like Asim said, the thing is that, I didn't lost him. It's true baby, thanks and I love you!

So, today is February 18th, and it's my phone SIM's card birthday. Which means I just lost $25 worth of credit. Aiyayayayayaya! Anyway, it's been 3 years I've been using that phone number. Hehe. Anyway, happy birthday!

Yesterday, I downloaded some song with my brother's laptop (since this family computer can't speak nor sing). I finally got the song from Chris Brown, entitled Superhuman. It's my latest lullaby in my phone. Hehe. I rarely update my phone with new song.

Here's the lyrics (I'M OUT OF IDEA WHAT TO TALK ABOUT);

Weak,

I have been crying and crying for weeks,
How'd I survive when I can barely speak,
Barely eat, On my knees.

But thats the moment you came to me,
I don't know what your love has done to me,
Think I'm invincible,
I see though the me I used to be.

You changed my whole life,
Don't know what your doing to me with your love,
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me,
Super human, heart beating me,
Now the thing has got me here with you,
Super human.

Strong,
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs,
Feels almost like I've had it all along,
And I can see tomorrow.

Where is problem is gone because,
I flew everywhere with love inside of me,
Its unbelievable to see,
How love can set me free.

You changed my whole life,
Don't know what your doing to me with your love,
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me,
Super human, heart beating me,
Now the thing has got me here with you,
Super human.

Its not a bird, not a plane,
Its my heart and its going, gone away,
My only weakness is you,
Only reason is you,
Every minute with you,
I can feel like I can do anything,
Going going, I'm gone away in love.

You changed my whole life,
Don't know what your doing to me with your love,
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me,
Super human, heart beating me,
Now the thing has got me here with you,
Super human.

--- Chris Brown; Superhuman.

Will write more soon, I'm out of ideas!


-{'11:56 PM.

P/S; The lovey dovey words never describe anything baby, but that's how I let you know. They express how I feel.

So dad said it's okay to get my laptop fixed. And he (or mum) will get a new one which I haven't figure out for who yet, but dad asked me to choose for it. So is it mine then? Hehe. Just a whole week of waiting (again), but I think I can still bear with it. I've been keeping myself lately, so that I don't have to blame my love for keeping me alone. Hehe.

Yes keeping myself busy as in helping my mother with her school's work. I enjoy marking her students' paper, but somehow I get depressed when they did too many mistakes. Why didn't they make it right? I so hate doing crosses all throughout their papers. Now I knew how my teachers would feel when they are marking our papers. Hehe.

I no longer like Cheezels - I don't even know if I spell it right, and back then I used to know it. I just had some a little while ago and now I feel a wee bit dizzy. Too salty, perhaps?

This dizziness has got to stop. I'm off to bed then. Assalammualaikum!

P/S; I MISS YOU ASIM!