I thought I'll feel less depressive as the result is finally came out. But I ended up being more depressive than ever. *Sigh. Hello, it's my future I'm talking about here. I don't want to be a burden to my parents!

People keep on asking what's my plan now. But really, I wanna go for UBD. Now with that kinda result, I feel iffy about it. Well, it's worth to try right. Anyways I heard from my UBD-friend that the uni will be only offering 4 courses starting this year intake. I mean, just 4? Come on, it's like the opportunity to go there is wee - it's like no chance at all. But still, it's worth to try so I'll keep my ass busy! Haha!

I'll also apply for other courses, for one solid reason - I don't want to stuck my ass at home and become a burden. Technical schools, Nursing collage, ITB, UBD, MOE scholarship. I hope I'll stuck to one of those.

I was thinking of re-taking my 'A' Level this coming May/June this year, but I feel sorry for my parents for wasting their money just like that. However, I promised myself that I'll do all my very best for it. That means I'll have to go to school tomorrow, since I'll be busy the whole next week and that the closing date for registering 'A' Level is on the 7th.

Next week will be a hectic one, I hope. Being at home with a depressive feeling somehow makes me much much older, and fatter. Haha!

I better stop. Time is ticking so fast that I hardly realize. Assalammualaikum.