Asim marah aku.

Worst, I'm having such a big lost right now. I lost all those messages from Asim that I kept after I'm with him. It was since 2005.

You want more? I lost my 30 plus Brunei dollar of credits today. Blame that stupid hacker. Curse you! I don't want to explain further. It's rather making me more irritating.

I've calmed down. Today is a nightmare. I want to skip today and make it to tomorrow. Please?

Oh, tomorrow's really 2009? Time, can't you wait?

Finally, an update. Sorry for that. I feel lazy to update this lately.

This post is about the previous 28th and 29th December, where there's the preparation and event for Dzikir and Aqiqah.

On the 28th afternoon, I helped memotong daging kambing. It was my first time. HAHA. *Malu. And night, I wasn't allowed to go to bed early as there's more work awaiting. I need to prepare for the bunga telur and do the telur masin. HUHU.

I woke up early on that 29th since the event started at 10.30 AM. Took a light shower and breakfast, then cleaned the kitchen.

And again, for the first time, I cut the timun for the sambal thingy. HAHA.

Pictures time! More on my FB.

Later that day I went to Asim's place. My place was such a shipwreck at that time so I'm going to his place then.

We watched Cinta U-Turn. It made my day! Because he's there too. HEE.

Finally, I met baby Ifan. He's so round and adorable! HEE.

I'm ending this post. And Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah 1430.

I never thought that this homesickness is going to kill me. Oh and love-sickness too. Somehow, I can't just have fun without my family and my love around.

Scratch that! I'm finally home!

I'm truly sorry guys, I think I messed up our vacation. HUHU.

Will update soon. Kalau rajin. Tapi sekarang saya tak rajin le. HEE!

Gone to KL. Updates soon.

Peeps, I'll be a away for a week or more. I'm going somewhere. HEE. So please take care of this blog. Thank you.

P/S; Babylove, don't miss me too much. Take a good care of yourself darling. I love you always. Don't make me worry sayang ah.

My mom.

Siblings.

The Cousins.

I am rather speechless. I'll have to put some more effort to end this post nicely.

I have this mixture of feeling going on right now. I wanna cry so hard. I wanna sulk, but without reason? I wanna laugh exuberantly. *Sigh. I feel like I need to puke. My head is like it's spinning, my stomach is growling, my legs hurts so much and my body is too tired. It's like I'm restless. The answer to this is probably because I'm not having enough sleep. Maybe.

Today I've been stalking Mirah. HAHA. Observing ba. I spent so much time with her today, talking, playing, cuddling, tickling, ah baby stuffs. Wait, I'm not babysitting her, I just spend my boringtime with her.

I could hear baby Amirah's cries in the very morning. I think she needs her grandmother. Oh wait, I just heard her loud cries again. She sure is loud.

My mother left for KK yesterday. She'll be away for 2 nights with her siblings and some cousins of mine from my mother's side. It means that she'll be home tomorrow, right? Last night I have a dream, I saw her and that she's not having fun. I think it was just me, wanting her to come home soon. HEE.

I haven't meet Asim since last 6th. I barely hear his voice anymore! Screw that kursus thingy! It really drives me nuts! And yesterday, he said that he's unconsious for a while pasal kurang air. HUHU. He's making me worry, so baby please take care!

To make things bad, I won't be able to see him before I'm off to KL. So uncool! Blergh!

So these few days I've been working out, or jogging to be exact. And I hurt my legs. Worst, I failed to lose some weight. Good thing it maintains. HEE!

PMS, please attack me before 21st, or after 26th! HUHU!

And there it goes, I'm speechless!

Duit duit turunlah kau dari langit! HAHA!

Dear me [HAHA!],

I don’t really know how to tell you this, but I'm selling myself. I think I realised it when/on when we skinny dipped in your camping car and I saw sit on my father. I’m sure you’re ashamed enough to understand that santa doesn’t exist. I’m returning your false teeth to you, but I’ll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I told my psychiatrist about embarrassing rash. Good luck on your short-term leave from jail.

Love, Afizah.

P/S: You’re so lifeless, smelly armpits, Rose and Gee.

Again, I don't mean it! HEE!

And another picture when I'm still a baby.


P/S; Check my previous post for the rules of tagging.

Today marks the first year since my very first post. So happy birthday dearest bloggy!

I thought it will be another boring night. But look what I have here. HEE.

We're on video call but I don't know whats wrong with my microphone. Sha couldn't hear me, then we tried Skype. And it worked! HEE. Tapi entah, macam inda berapa kedangaran ah.

Juju is currently in KK. And and 8 more days for KL bebeh!

Aku kanget banget sama kamu dua dieh!

RULES;
#1 Do the “Letter MEME”.
#2 Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged.
#3 Copy the “How-to” Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog):

I don’t really know how to tell you this, but __1__. I think I realised it when/on __2__3__ and I saw __4__5__. I’m sure you’re __6__ enough to understand __7__. I’m returning __8__ to you, but I’ll keep __9__ as a memory. You should also know that I __10__11__. __12__.

Love, (your name).

P/S: You’re so lifeless, __13__, (the name of person who tagged you).

1. What’s the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’ll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match
Grey - You’re a pervert
Yellow - I’m selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You’re a loser
Other - I’m in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women’s clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What’s the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What’s the colour of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I’ve felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we’re cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Over joyous - That I’m open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I’ve felt
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David’s tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always thought of
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water - Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favourite activity when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks – Ugly pig
Foosball – Silly duck
Shopping – french kisser
Indulging for food – Cranky banana
Movies – Smelly Armpits
Snacks – Horny Wolf
Snooker – Tiny nipples
Bowling – Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities – Vain pot
Having a long talk – Nose picker
Taking pictures – Dumb bitch
Other – Burn yourself

Dear Noorussa'adah,

I don’t really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realised it when/on when we skinny dipped with Paris Hilton and I saw sit on the crazy monk. I’m sure you’re frostbitten enough to understand how boring you are. I’m returning how awful I've felt to you, but I’ll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked our friendship. Greetings to your freaky family.

Love, Afizah.

P/S: You’re so lifeless, nose picker, Noorussa'adah.

Next one.

* Upload a picture of you when you're still a baby.
* Tag at least 10 people.


Please kindly do the tagging if you feel like it. HEE. It can be anyone. Cheers!

It's my 300th post! Wheeeeeee~

December 10th; Happy Birthday to my dearest cousin, Ezza! Have a blast baby, see you on Friday! Take care!

** Edited part. 9:21 PM.

Sha just texted me. She's sleeping over at Miri! Sha, Fie mau ikut. HUHU.

It's a day out with my Abang Azhar, Adik Ariffin and Asri.

Oh before that, Si Bebeh safely deliver some more kittens last month. It was suppose to be 6 and I don't know what happen to the other 3.

Continue - Our destinations are Tutong, UBD and The Mall. HEE. I met Juju with her darling (HEHE!) at The Mall, after we bought our tickets. She's there to watch a movie too, we booked the same movie but unluckily we it was not in the same time. *Sigh. Transporter 3 was awesome baby! My rate would be 8/10. HEE.

The clock strikes exactly at 1:43 AM right now. Yes I know, as a girl I should have gone to sleep but really I can't help it.

Ever since Abang Azhar is home, I didn't really bother to update this blog of mine. See how much I missed him? HEE. And tomorrow we'll be going somewhere, hmm maybe.

I've got some bad news. At least it's bad for me. It's Asim. He no longer had his hair. I mean ia kana suruh gundul. Also that, starting tomorrow he'll be working office hours, which means I only got to see him on weekend! It doesn't mean that I'll be seeing him every weekend! It might be once or twice in a month. And I hate this fact! I am in a holiday, and I don't get to spend it with the one I love. How cool is that?

It's okay though. I'll try bear with it. Wait till I cry like a baby one day, wanting to be cuddle by my Asim. I really don't want that to happen. I'll only make him feels bad. *Sigh.

See... it was just yesterday when he made me laugh out loud, and now... look how bad it made me.

Scratch that part! Enough said.

I so need a sleep. Else I might got bags under my eyes tomorrow. Assalammualaikum.

I'm currently not in the mood of updating actually. I feel restless. And I miss my love so bad. It was just yesterday, but still I can't get enough.

Just a little dedication, goes to the whole Muslim.

And hearing that takbir reminds me of Arwah Nini. Al-Fatihah.

I'm off to bed. I think I got fever. *Sigh. Assalammualaikum.

December 7th; Happy Birthday Suzy. Have a superb day!

Though things didn't work out well, I'm happy to have him by my side on this special day. I love you and always will sayang!


Despite our plan needed to be cancel, he still came to my place. HEE.

Asim left at around 5 PM. The time is so envy I guess. I laughed so much, and I was laughing like crazy. I couldn't remember when I last laughed like that. Which tells I'm very happy today!

We exchanged our mobile phones. So now I'm using his N73. I'm so not used to it. And I miss my 6630. HUHU. Take care of it sayang ah.

Also, he left me with tons of VCDs and CDs. I think it's enough to fill my boring holiday, when he's not there.

P/S; Last year he left me more CDs than this year. Kenapa kan toh?

And now I am missing him like crazy!

Dedicated especially to my Mr.Right, Asim.

This whole week I've been staying up late and waking up when it's almost noon. Worst, I slept for more than 8 hours. This is so not me. And it's terrible. I even haven't done my laundry yet, for the past few days. *Sigh.

I haven't figure out what to do for the next few days. Maybe, more and more jogging? And went up that Bukit Shahbandar with my brothers, and more cinema-ing? I think so. I've told ya that I need to lose some of my weight, and so I'm gonna need to do sports.

To kill my boredom, I read more anime on onemanga.com, only that I didn't read Doraemon anymore. It makes me sounded corny I think. HEE. Also, I watched this movie. It's awesome, and it rocks! HAHA!

It was a two-thumbs-up movie for me. I totally love it. Well I guess a boy and a girl can't be just best friend right? HEE. And I love the ending. That Colin(sp?) guy was mean! Okay I stop here.

I wanted to go to bed early tonight. I hate this so-called-holiday-mood attitude, I need to get rid of it, fast! I guess I'm lucky enough not to get any pimple due to staying up late at night. HEE.

I better off. It's raining again!

I hope to love tomorrow!