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Hot.
Date: Sunday, November 30, 2008


The weather is extremely hot baby! I'm showering with sweat, EUWW!

I didn't manage to take the picture of my cousins and his newly wife. It's simply because I'm too tired to move around, and the weather is 'denaturing' my body, and hence my activities slows down. HAHAHA.


I haven't seen them like... months, maybe? HEE. Soon darling ah! I'll drive, pakai kereta Si Mamat, and Echa bayar minyak! HAHA.

I'm off to shower.


Tagged by Gee.
Date:


What is the most important things in your life?
• My family, my friends, my darling love. They mean everything to me.

What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
• Hardly remember. Oh that Korean DVD. Will repay that soon Sha. HEE.

Where do you wish to get married?
• At my place?

How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
• FYI, I'm permanently attached by him.

Are you in love?
• Definitely.

Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
Arah The Mall's food court. HAHA. Restaurant kah jua!

Name the latest book you bought?
• I didn't buy it. It's a gift. Bahtera Cinta.

What is your full name?
• Afizah Haji Abu Bakar.

Name the person you wish to meet in real life or the first time?
• I don't know.

Christina or Britney?
• Neither.

Do you do your own laundry?
• Sometime. But most of the time, no.

The most exciting place you wanna go?
Pantai?

Hugs or kisses?
• Both! HAHA.

8 things I am passionate about;
• Korean movie.
• Books perhaps?
• Outing maybe?
• Blogging.
• A date.
• GFFs moments.
• Surfing.
• Listening to my music.

8 things I say too often..
• 'Eh terabang'! HAHA. I think that's it.

8 books I've read recently..
• Hardly remember. It's probably my textbooks, the one I read for my exam last few days.

8 songs I could listen to over and over again..
• Something instrumental especially piano. Can't recall anything else. I got bored with the same song most of the time. HEE.

8 things I learned last year..
• A Level is not an easy game.
• Appreciate the one you love.
• There's always the ups and downs of life.
• We need money to survive.
• I learn how to drive.
• Not all friends/cousins are good.
• To accomplish something, you'll have to make some effort.
• I can't live properly without him.

Thanks for the tagged Gee!

November 30th: Happy Birthday to Hafiz and Ira! Have a blast!


I too, have a heart.
Date: Saturday, November 29, 2008


I am not a princess.
I am not beautiful.
I am not perfect.
I am not wealthy.
I do not have an amazing brain.
I may not be kind.
I may have the worst attitude ever.
I may have unpleasant past.
I may not have a good future.

But I too, have a heart.

Then why did I feel empty inside?


Recent random photos.
Date:


Here are some latest random pictures from my laptop.

Today:



Yesterday:



Last Sunday:


Last Saturday:

Si Panda yang pemalu. HEE. Maafkan aku ah! HAHA.



Last Friday:




End of Chemistry Exam, November 19th:



Baby Amirah's second day, November 13th:



I love having you around darling baby! 7 days left for our 4 years of love dear. Eh, now that I think of it, where's our picture? Adui.. I didn't take any! *Sigh!

Tomorrow I'll meet the cousins. HEE.

Let's call it a day shall we? Assalammualaikum!


Beach!!
Date: Friday, November 28, 2008



I AM UTTERLY BORED!


Please let it be a good day, I want to go to the beach!

It'll definitely a great day if Abang Azhar and Asim is here. *Sigh. Oh and the girls too!

And I should stop complaining. HEE.


Pathetic.
Date: Thursday, November 27, 2008


I've solved Rubik's Cube for... I didn't count. But I can't do it without help, the algorithms I mean. Frustating much eh? I need to practice again and again to memorize the algorithms. Afterall, it's been two days since I start solving it. HEE. I'm in the mood of practising, yeah!

And it's always been raining these days. Not to mention, it's raining today itself too. *Sigh. I wanted to go for jogging and see the sea. Yesterday was such a good day, it didn't rain but unfortunately I was at Tutong with my parents. *Sigh. I'll wake up early tomorrow morning and go for it with my brother. Hopefully it'll be a bright day.

So I've been complaining to my mother that I'm bored at home. And so this morning she asked me to accompany her at Padang I-don't-know-where-but-somewhere-in-Belait since there's this sport thingy going on. However I refused. HAHA. I'm the one who's complaining right? But why am I refusing? HAHA. I can't understand myself too.

I don't know what to do. I sound rather pathetic eh?

I wonder how's my friends doing. Having so much fun, maybe?


Tagged by Zzah.
Date:


Rules;
1. Put your iTunes, Window Media Player, etc on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Tag 6 people.

Are you male or female?
Aku Mau - Once. [Mau dua-dua? HAHA.]

Describe yourself.
She's gone - Super Junior. [I'm still here though.]

What do people feel when they're around you?
Better in Time - Leona Lewis. [Hmm..]

Describe your current relationship.
Te'a - A Band Once. [It didn't describe anything pun.]

Where would you like to be now?
You're My Endless Love - Super Junior. [Beside him, that is. HEE]

How do you feel about love?
Pretend - Secondhand Serenade. [HAHA, it was just a coincidence okay.]

What's your life like?
Close to You - Carpenters. [You as in him?]

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
If She Only Knew - 98 degree. [She? Who's that?]

Say something wise.
To Me You're Everything - 98 degree. [Not even wise.]

If someone says 'is this okay?', you say,
Awake - Secondhand Serenade. [HAHA. People will laugh at me.]

How would you describe yourself?
Fall Again - Glenn Lewis. [Hmm..??]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Orang Bilang - Wali Band. [Apa orang bilang tu?]

How do you feel today?
Unbelievable - Craig David. [Not today eh.]

What's your life's purpose?
My Everything - 98 degree. [True indeed.]

What is your motto?
Mirror - Super Junior. [Doesn't make sense.]

What do your friends think of you?
Dear Diary - Britney Spears. [They should tell, not me.]

What do you think of your parents?
Realize - Colbie Caillat. [HAHA, realize apa?]

What do you think about very often?
Stay The Same - Joey McIntyre. [Very true.]

What is 2 + 2?
Matahariku - Agnes Monica. [Not answering the question pun.]

What do you think of your best friend?
I Do (Cherish You) - 98 degree. [So true.]

What do you think of the person you like?
Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade. [Yes yes!!]

What is your life story?
If I Knew - Glenn Medeiros. [Half true.]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
If I Were a Boy - Beyonce. [NOTT!]

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Kembalilah - A Band Once. [HEH, not true at all.]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Suppose - Secondhand Serenade. [Blank.]

What will they play at your funeral?
Compromise - Imran Ajmain. [Blank.]

What is your hobby/interest?
Take A Bow - Rihanna. [HAHA, it's not my hobby/interest!]

What is your biggest fear?
Why Are We Still Friends - 98 degree. [We as in us, Asim and me.]

What is your biggest secret?
Endless Moment - Super Junior. [Blank.]

What do you think of your friends?
Cinta Ini Membunuhku - D'Massive. [HAHA!]

What will you post this as?
Love Can Change Your Mind - 98 degree. [Blank. No idea at all.]

Thanks for the tagged Zzah. Please do this if you're bored.


Tagged by Nera.
Date: Wednesday, November 26, 2008


1. Write your FULL name with your elbow.
2. No backspacing.
3. Tag 10 people to do this.

aaqfri8kzaahy hjm ab uj bhsakmazrf.

HAHA. I manage to write the letter though, but in the same time, tertakan yang lain. HEE. So here it goes, aaqfri8kzaahy hjm ab uj bhsakmazrf. :D

Now I am tagging you world! (:

Thanks for the tagged Nera! XOXO.


@ TV Brunei
Date: Tuesday, November 25, 2008


I saw Asim arah Berita Brunei tadi, 8 PM. HAHA. I'm absolutely missing you dearest! :D

Liat wayang liat wayang!! ;p


Tagged by Sha.
Date:


Six random things about me:
• Though I thought spending so much time on laptop is making me bored, but still I'm doing it.
• I ate a lot since last few months and I gain a lot too. How am I going to lose it?
• I can't stand seeing my room in a mess.
• Beach is love. Especially Pantai Danau. HEE.
• I didn't really fancy fashion. I like them because it looks good.
• I always wanted a real sister. Though I have one kaka ipar. HEE.

Six random things I like:
• Pink and cute stuff.
• Cats.
• My Babylove.
• Camera.
• Lipstick. HEE.
• CDs.

Six random things I don't like:
SPIDERSSS!
• When it's too hot.
• Getting dirty and unorganized.
• Being forgetful.
• Didn't watch my diet.
• Headache from watching too much TV.

Six quirky things about me:
• I can't stand watching my boy with girl/girls, I'll get jealous easily. It just can't be help!
• I didn't delete any message from him. Since we first get together. :D
• When I woke up with no one around, I'll call up his name. It's like he's there but it's not. HEE.
• I am not good in any sport, I think.
• I love complaining.
• I dislike having milk for breakfast but mom said it's good for our health, which means I have to take it.

Six things that make me happy:
• Family, best friends and love.
• Going out with GFF.
• Date with babylove.
• Funny movies.
• A car, perhaps?
• Getting married? HAHA.

Thanks for the tagged Sha love. (:


8:45 PM
Date: Monday, November 24, 2008


It is just 8:45 PM but I'm already sleepy.

How I spend my days? I stayed at Sha's place for approximately 2 days. HEE. I got back home at around 4 this evening. I enjoyed my stay there, and now that I'm home... it actually is very boring. It's even difficult to smile.

Last Friday there's this makan-makan doa arwah at my place, just like what I've mentioned earlier. Sha and Juju came too, and of course we have fun. It's such a tiring day, but I'm not that busy. It was raining heavily that night, oh how unfortunate. HUH.




And last night I went to The Mall with Sha and her family. OMG! I can't even remember when I last went there. It was probably 2 months ago! HAHA. No change though! HEE. It was a tough night for Sha, but we made it through. HEE. Wish Juju would be there too! And and I wish to watch a movie...... but next time saja eh. We had our dinner at the food court and bought some CDs and foods for our late night partayyy! HAHA.


Today we have Juju with us. Yeay! And we spend our time on TV-ing, HSM3-ing, chatting and eating. HEE. I dazed off for a while when watching HSM3, too much lovely voices I guess if you know what I mean. HEE.

Yes I have fun and I can't think of what should I do for tomorrow. *Sigh.

Spending more and more time on my laptop is making me feel boring-er and boring-er each and everyday.

I want to go watch a movie with Asim, Abang Azhar and also the girls. But I guess I'll have to wait.

P/S; Good luck for this Semester's Exam dearest brother! Please don't get supplement for this one. XOXO.

Duit duit turunlah kau dari langit! HAHA.

Oh yes I made a slight change on this blog.

I am off watching some cute boys on anime. HEE.


Tagged by Nudya.
Date: Saturday, November 22, 2008


Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name?
• Amazing?

Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?
• I'm not saying anything.

Is there a reason for your profile song?
• Nope. I just feels like it.

I bet you're missing someone right now?
• Yeah you're right.

Who was your last text message from?
• My Babylove.

What's the best wedding you've been to?
• I don't want to answer this one.

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
NOOOO, I'll hate it. Keep it instead, will ya?

Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
NOOOOOOO.

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
• I think so. HEE. ;p

Do you believe exes can really ever be 'just friends' ?
• Yeah why not?

Do you tell your mom everything?
• Not really.

Could you cry right now?
• Na'ah, I am extremely happy since my exam is over. Yeah baby!

How's your ex doing?
• You probably should ask this one to my exes.

Who can you trust?
• Family, bestfriends and boyfriend.

Who was the last person you kissed?
Memet!

What are your plans for the next weekend?
• Haven't decide it yet.

Do you love the person that you last thought of?
Asim? YES!

Thanks for the tagged Nud! Love ya!

And I am tagging Sha, and anyone who feels like doing. Oh Zzah too! :D


I am free, oh well at least for now.
Date: Friday, November 21, 2008


Finally, my exam was over. It's actually yesterday. HEE.

Today morning, I cleaned my room including my bathroom. It's shining brightly baby! HAHA. And yeah, I've packed all my notes, exercises, some books and also past year papers in the boxes. To keep them safe, in case I'll need them again next year. HEE. I was thinking of changing the arrangement of my bedroom again. But maybe next week.

I think I'll be busy this afternoon and tonight. There'll be makan-makan doa arwah, for the 100th days since we lost of our beloved grandfather. It's going to be tiring and I'll be busy. A good start, after the exam ended I guess. Release tension tu. HEE.

And I'm really looking forward to meet the girls tomorrow. I've been missing you guys! I can't believe I am saying this, but hey. I'm going to miss the school and my teachers. Needless to say my life at school.

So what I'm going to do now? Something good I must say, of course! HEE. I need to lose manysome weight, I need my flat stomach back! And I told mom that I'll learn how to cook and sew. Well at least I'm doing something, rather that nothing right. I'm very much looking forward for 26th21st December 2008. HEHE.

Oh some birthday greetings.
2nd DecemberNovember; Baby Eween. His first year.
5th DecemberNovember; Afieeee. Happy birthday!
12thDecemberNovember; Baby Amirah. Her first day. HEE.
17th DecemberNovember; Happy Birthday to Echa's Mummy!
18th DecemberNovember; Sissy Suhana, Happy Birthday!
20th DecemberNovember; Adeinnn! Happy birthday capi!
21st DecemberNovember; Happy birtday dearest Miros.
25th DecemberNovember; Asiyah. Happy Birthday~
I don't know if I missed someone.

What else?

Oh. I MISS ASIM. December 6th is coming baby!! Wheeeee~

That's it. Assalammualaikum!

// Edited Part. November 22nd, 6:50 PM.

Just another typing error. Sorry for that. HEE. :D


No doubt at all.
Date: Thursday, November 13, 2008


A week to go to end up this 'hell' moment, which is purely 'hell'. 'Hell' is a very good way to describe it, yeah no doubt at all. Despite that journey through the dungeon of hell which is going to end soon is making me excited, yet I fell kinda sad. It might (I repeat, might) be my last year at that school. I've been there for more than 5 years, and leaving sure is not an easy game.

*Yawn! I don't really feel like blogging. I am really tired. But somehow remembering how that baby girl looks like makes me awake.

Oh yes baby love, remembering you did keep me awake sometime. :D

Aku mengantuk tapi alum puas chat sama Asim! HEEEEE!

P/S; Will read that Novel like a.s.a.p Abang Zhar!

Heroes Season 3 rock my night tonight! HAHA! More adrenaline pumping! :D

I better off. It's getting late! Salam~


Ups & Downs.
Date: Wednesday, November 12, 2008


The best word to describe how I'm doing for my Chemistry Paper 4 is 'disaster'. I guess my dream did come true, as it told me that something bad is going to happen.

Little did I know that good things is awaiting.

Firstly, I met my Asim. Just like that, and unknowingly, there's a big cute smile on my face. HAHA. I haven't seen him for more than a week, and every time I saw him, we didn't have the time to do catch-up stuffs and sort of valuable moment. But today, we did. Thanks babylove. *Teary eyes.


Next. I officially got a niece. I fall in love with her the first time I saw her. She's super cute and totally adorable. Congratulations mummy and daddy, you're now a grandparents. Same goes to my brother and sister! And get well soon sissy.


P/S; But I thought my parents are still too young to be grandparents. HEE. :D
P/P/S; To Abang Azar (if you're reading), cute kan baby neh? HEE. I'm expecting you tomorrow. :D

Bah. Off to bed.


Bags under my eyes.
Date: Monday, November 10, 2008


Soon, I think my head is going to explode due to the excessive amount of fact which enters by heart. I can't concentrate fully, because right now, I'm in need of something. That something is really important to me yet I didn't get to have it.

Chemistry Paper 4 is going to be tough. I just know it. But yet, all I can think of is having fun.

And I am having such a stupid dream. It tells something bad.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

November 9th: Happy Birthday dearest Mummy. We love you.


Freaky Friday.
Date: Friday, November 07, 2008


I was nominated by Sha. It was on the October 11th. HAHA!



Upon receiving this, you are to . . . .
1) Put the logo on your blog.
2) Add a link to the person who awarded you.
3) Nominate at least 7 other blogs
4) Add links to those blogs on yours.
5) Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs.

And I am nominating (randomly saja) them;
1. Sha (lagi. HEE. ;p)
2. Super GFF.
3. Nera.
4. Lily.
5. Nudya & Erza.
6. Noy.
7. Zar.

// Edited part. 5.55 PM.

I am expecting someone tomorrow. Abang Azhar, please come home! HEE.


Piano.
Date: Thursday, November 06, 2008




1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instruction with your picture.
5. Tag 5 people to do this.

Tagging; Anyone who feel like doing. Especially Sha (L). ;p

Thanks to Noni! (:

// Edited part. 6:58 PM.

Kamu, tangan kanan ku sakit banar. I think kan pasal I did a lot of writing kemarin atu. 500 words for essay, plus about 300 words for Data Analysis. Then with Chemistry Paper lagi. Okay won't complain more. HEE.

I made a change with my sidebar. Tukar lagu saja. It's a good time for me to tune in that slow song and something instumental. Stress sungguh dimusim exam ini. HAA! Please do not press the play button if you dislike something slow. HEE.

It's unfortunate that there's nothing to be cherish about today. *Teary eyes. To make thing worst, it's raining tonight. I feel like crying eh.

I better off. Next week will be a tough week. Better prepare for it. Lets call it a day.

// Edited part (lagi). 11:17 PM.

Not yet a day. HAA! Currently watching Heroes Season 3 on Star World. Siyokkk! Adrenaline pumping fast~ HEE. Tapinya akhir abis toh. *Yawn.

Okay I guess that's the end. No more edited part I guess. HEE.


47th months.
Date: Wednesday, November 05, 2008





That's what life is all about, darling baby.
Sometimes we feel like we're totally high. Higher than the sky.
Sometimes it feels like we're so down. So down that nobody could help.

I just want you to to know that;
YOU HAVE ME.
YOU HAVE MY TRUST.
YOU HAVE MY HEART.

I am your girlfriend, remember?

HAPPY 47TH MONTHS OF LOVE, SAYANG.

Sincerely,
--- Afizah HAB.


I don't want to complain.
Date: Monday, November 03, 2008


Yes I'm tired and right now, a short break. My neck hurts. *Ouchie!



Aku rindu dia lagi.

Aku rindu kawan-kawanku.

Aku rindu hidupku disekolah.

Aku inda suka exam.

Aku rindu kan liat TV batah-batah.

Aku rindu kan blogging.

Okay I must stop this thought. It really is ruining my study mood. *Haiyah!

I need chocolate. Anyone?

P/S; But I don't wanna be a teacher mummy.