I'm taking a short break now... I'm quite irritated, my plan to study these 2 days was not going well. Oh well, sesungguhnya aku sedang berpuasa. (:

Firstly, yesterday morning. Dengan azam dan penuh semangat, I went to my study table... Until suddenly I receive a message, saying... "Azar balik karang, bah bersihkan tia biliknya tu." and it was from my mom. Mood belajar pun decreasing........... *Sigh. Sampai kepetang bah mood belajar atu nada... (ALASAN!! LOL! :D)

Then today, yes macam kemarin jua..... I try to make this study plan secure, by locking myself in my room. Until, somebody knocked it loudly. And it was Memet. Soooooo, hoorayyyy! No study........... :( Anyway, I'm happy to have her here today. Hilang stress! :D

And and and.... I'm happy that he's making me smileeeeeeeeeeee again! :D Love you boyfriend! *Cuddles!

Ada orang birthday kemarin! :D And I decided to put it up on my post, since he did it too during my birthday. It was sooooo nice of youuuu, PANDA! :D

Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to Si Sepol~
Happy Birthday to you~

I was thinking of giving him a treat. Nantitah. Bagi aku coklet dulu! Yang besar! :D

I got a bad feeling. My stomach................. Oh no, please let me puasa fully this year! *Sigh!

And now I'll be heading back to my study table.

Goodnight. Assalammualaikum.

Number of papers to be sited; 15.
Number of days of exam; 12.
Days left before exam started; 20.
Preparation; 10%. (estimation only, LOL!)

And from tomorrow onwards, I'll be away. I'll visit once in a while, and maybe an update for Raya. So goodbye peeps. And enjoy this Raya celebration!

Assalammualaikum.

I can's sleep! And it's almost 12! Shopping thingy is driving me tired but still I can't sleep.

I'm blaming my eyes! And this stupid feeling! Blergh!

I've been locking myself in my room these days... And it's been days since I last switched on my laptop. Kinda miss her pulang. LOL! (Note: My laptop is a female. I made her that way! HA-HAH!) No TV, no laptop but YES mobile phone. I can't live without it. :D

What I've been doing this few days? I'm looking for the answer.. to the past year papers! NOT! LOL! Atu, yeah been doing some revision... and... Well actually, looking for some answer... and not going to tell you what was it. :D

I'm terrible at doing revision. Believe me... Tiredness and sleepiness. It's always there. Mengacaw. Shuh shuh. Go away dapat kah?

My daily life was quite great lately. Yeah quite organized. I manage to let myself do the readings rather than entertaining myself. :D Only that, I haven't manage to finish reading my Biology and Chemistry. *Face down. This is the most stressful moment, in my life. I must fight!!

Though I know I haven't finish reading for that big exam, still I'm slowing down. I hate doing revision in a rush (but still I'm doing it, HA-HAH!), it makes what I've read disappear just like that. Susah jua memilih ani oh? Hee!

And and and. Tadaaa! I've been helping my mom. With kuih stuff. :D

Wait! It's 23rd already? So... Happy Birthday to Kuan Eng! All the best to you my friend! (:

And its teacher's days! Happy teacher day to my dearest teacher, who had teach me before, who's teacher me now and lastly who will teach me. He-he. That includes my parents and Abang Azhar. :D

As for tomorrow... SHOPPING!! I wanted to buy a pair of high heels (gold kaler :D, so that it will suit that gold baju kurung of mine! Hee!). Maybe a bag, for Raya? Noooooo! Already got one, Gucci, a present from my second mumy! :D Thanks again mum, love you! :D Tudong, maybe? I don't know. Haven't made my mind yet what to buy. *Penings! Anywho, Raya is getting nearer! :D

I was thinking of going to Sha's place again before Syawal. But, I messed up. I've been making myself sort-of-busy with lots of things. And I'll get even busy-er, as Raya is getting nearer! I guess I'll just meet the girls during Raya. Girls, I miss you already! HA-HAH! :D

And I'm ending my post here. Assalammualaikum!

My to do list;

1. Vacuum my room.
2. Remove any dust in my room. :D
3. Clean my bathroom.
   
4. Organize my cloths.
5. Kill any insects in my room. :D
   
6. Change my room arrangement (again).
   
7. Research for Biology Marking Scheme and download it.
8. Do Mathematics Paper 3 and Paper 6.
9. Do Chemistry Paper 4 and 5.
10. Do Biology Paper 5 (May/June and Oct/Nov 07)
11. Work on my Mathematics Paper 4.
12. My mom told me to clean up Abang Juan's room. :/
13. Work for black-pink bloggy skin

Oh it's September 17th.. which means.. It's left with 27 days, before the my very first paper of 'A' Level! +.+

Pejam celik, pejam celik. Look! Setangah bulan sudah kita berpuasa. Alhamdulillah~

Eh. It's Brother Adonis birthday. Have fun, and I'm wishing you to succeed in your life. (:

Baby love, stay strong ah! Esok sahur, I'll try to wake you up! :D And as usual, I'm missing you! )':

Sha and Juju, plus the bestie. I miss you already! :D Nanti before Raya ada Fie kerumah Sha k! And Juju must be there ah! (:

What else ah.. Oh, Happy Holiday peeps! 'Happy' is not a correct term to be used, but.. let just not be that happy alright? I mean for those who will be sitting for their big exams!

Bah I think that's it. Since I'm just staying home, I will not be able to post daily, because I'm lack of story. (:

Assalammualaikum!

Abang Azhar and me made a plan to watch a movie together a week ago. And then, my 'little' brother showed up saying that he's joining us. So, we took off at around 10.30 AM (a bit late from what we planned). Firstly, we fetched brother's friend at Kg. Sungai Paku. Then off we go to The Mall. We arrived there at 12.20 AM and rushed to the Cineplex, bought 4 tickets and went in the cinema. The movie played at 12.30 AM! Fewh! Nasib sampat!

And and, The Love Guru is hilariously crazy! But the 'censored' part is the turn off in this movie. And please take note of this - It contains a lot of 18+ elements. *Ehem. LOL! Never seen anything like this before. I'll give it a rate of 8/10. (:

Thank you Abang Azhar for the treat, and I'll get the chance to drive more, after the Exam. :D

Oh btw, happy birthday to a friend of mine, Noys for short. I'm sure she's having such a blast, don't you dear? (:

I'm super happy ei~ And now, I can get to work peacefully. Insya Allah!

Oh look! I wear that pink shirt yang my second mummy bagi! I like it Sha~ :D


Assalammualaikum!

Yesterday;

Thank you for the greetings. And here are the names who greeted me! (random)

Family~
Abg Zahar ♥♥♥♥
Abg Duan ♥♥♥♥
Mama ♥♥♥♥
Adek Asri ♥♥♥♥
Ayah ♥♥♥♥
Adek Epen ♥♥♥♥

Friends~
Sha ♥♥♥ with Azrin
Juju ♥♥♥
Hafiz (Danau)
Tyma
Nera
Afndy
Ziemah
Sis Rose
Betty
Agnaes
Elza
Mayyer
JJ
Adek Juju
Zzah
Grah
Hafiz (Bus10)
Halimah
Miros
Pipet
Nahqim
Shaeedah
Zaim
Sis Caron
Bro Donne
Rafidah
Teacher Laly
Silah
Mizah
Ira
Saiful a.k.a Panda :p
Second Mumy i.e Mama Sha ♥♥
Adib
Nudya
Noys
Mark
Cousin Echa & Ecumy
Zarifah
Bro Barul
Ilham
Nordin
Sis Lily
Kuan Eng
Dorothy
Tutong Pizza-Hut's people
Nek
Soo Ling
Yaya.

Yesterday.

GO GET ME, SEPTEMBER ELEVENTH!~ ^_^

I miscounted again! *Sobbing.

I was wondering why Asim haven’t ask for a date on the September 11th yet. It’s because he’ll be working on that day! And I just knew it today. Today!!! *Sigh. *Sobbing. Aish!

I guess my very first wish won’t be granted. And he told me he was reading my blog, only that he doesn’t have the gut to tell me earlier.

Being with him during my birthday would be my first choice. Now that it turned to be this way… I’m down... I’m not even in the mood to celebrate it.

GO AWAY SEPTEMBER ELEVENTH!

For the sake of my curiosity and disbelief, I did a little ‘google’-ing.

“In Saudi Arabia, women and men can’t be seen together. They’ll get chopped.” That’s what my teacher said. She added, “When a husband and a wife are seen together holding hands in public, they’ll get their hands chopped.”

However, I can’t find any answer. *Sigh. Please let me know if you have any idea about this people.

It happens today at Biology class, when we’re doing the discussion on Paper 4. There’s a question, which involves pregnancy. She told us, “A nineteen years old girl got pregnant for the second time. The first one was when she’s fifteen. The father to both kids was a different person. She doesn’t have any job and the guy left. Whose problem is this? Is it the government, the girl herself, the family or the boy?”

Majority said, “It’s the girl’s problem”

Do you really think so? Who knows if the girl was willingly to do the ‘thing’ or was being raped? This issue is now ‘famous’ worldwide.

Whatever it is, as Jijah said, “Allah knows best.” I totally agree with her.

HELP! I lost my kittens, and their mom too. Where are you baby?? *Sob sob!

There's actually 5 cats, but now left with one. The black one. She's lonely ba. Mengiau-ngiau memanjang. Kesian ku liat. I hope the others are doing just fine. Pulanglah kucing ku! )':

I'll just summarize the things that happens yesterday.

It's been 40 days since the loss of our beloved Nini, Abdul Rahman bin Hj Tahir. Semoga rohnya di cucuri rahmat.

After reaching home at 12.15 PM from school, I took a nap since my eyes feels very heavy at that time. I set my alarm to wake me up at 1.00 PM, but I woke up a bit late, at 1.35 PM. After waking up, I do my praying and straight away helped my family for the night makan-makan.

But first I turned on the TV to my favourite channel, KBS (Channel 303). I was waiting for the show, Music Bank. Too bad it was a repeated show. *Sigh. I wish to see more of Super Junior. (:

Okay firstly I helped with mengelap cawan-cawan. Then menyusun buah-buahan arah piring. Oh, buah-buahan for the day are... Limau, Pisang and Kurma. He-he. It took more than one hour to finish those.

Because of the lack of knowledge in memasak and memotong kek and what-so-ever it is, I didn't do much help. Most of the time, I'm watching TV. LOL! Watching korean dances makes me want to join baa~ He-he. It's very enticing!

The guest started to arrive at 5.30 PM. The ceremony began with bacaan Tahlil dan doa Arwah (of course). There was 7 camps, 4 for the male guests and others for the females. (:

The foods served makes my salivary gland to secrete a lot of saliva. LOL! Oh I was with Echa and Ecumy, the not twin cousins. He-he. I took a candid of them, sorry for that cuzzy. (:

Here's the princess in pink. At a second thought, having a baby girl is kinda fun. I can put some make-up to her face, fix her hairs, dress her beautifully, teach her some common english. It would be fun, don't you think? That's what I did to Memet yesterday. *Chuckles.

After sungkai, I helped with kerja-kerja memanyap pinggan dan yang sewaktu dengannya. He-he. I worked until 8.30 PM, with the cuzzy. I missed my Magrib prayer. ):

Last night, we're having this talk through the phone. He gave me back my strength. The strength to pass through the journey of hell. Hah. You always got my back baby love, thanks for that.

It's been ages, since we last talked. You know, the 'talk'. Not just the common talk, the talk with sincere and full of feelings. I feel relieved eh. I miss 'talk'-ing to him.

Yes the title is so true. But, I didn't know what to blog about.

Now let's be random.

I made a mistake with the counting of 40 days after the loss my late Nini. I thought it was on the 5th, but it is on the 6th, that is today.

I'm extremely tired. Needless to say, I AM SLEEPY. Tonight, Memet and her mom are sleeping over my place again, in my room to be exact. I just know that I won't be sleeping well tonight. I can't sleep with someone who's snoring, moving here and there. It's annoying. And I'll be cursing by myself. Bad me. Bad bad bad. But that's me. I can't help it. Lucky tomorrow is not a school day.

More papers are given out this morning. I passed all my papers, with so not a good result. However, I think I deserve that marks because.. I'm not doing enough preparation for my Qualifying. And yes, I lost many marks for not doing much readings. Oh, I failed one paper, that is my Chemistry Paper 5. The planning part. I dislike it sungguh! But after discussing the answer, aish sanang rupanya. -.-''

School is becoming more stressful, more than ever! Ergh!

I miss my love. More than ever. It's been 16 days since we last met. And and and.. it's been 45th months baby. Happy 45th month-sary cinta!

Let's end this random thingy. Assalammualaikum. Have a nice weekend everyone.

P/S; AKU MAU LIAT WAYANG!!!

I'm so not in the mood to do anything. I feel like crying, but the tears didn't flow. I keep on thinking one of my teacher's word. "If 'H' can score 80 plus over 100 for paper 4, why can't you?" Okay teacher, I didn't plan to disappoint you. And I have to admit that I should have work harder. I now knows where I stand, but somehow, I dislike where I stand.

And here I am, you readers as my witness. I hereby promise, that I am going to work harder. To achieve better. I love the subjects that I'm taking for my 'A' Level. It's my choice, and it's my responsible.

At school, everything is now back to normal. Except that our timetable is changed, for the puasa purpose. And also that, our attendance is no longer taken. But I'm not quite sure about my allowance.

It's the time, for me, as one of 'A' level student, to work.

I'm totally wrong. I said before, I'll be free to blog. Now that I think about it, I'm not free at all. Yes, not at all. I wanted to become a full-time student, for now. Insya Allah. Once in a while, I'll blog. Stay tune please. ^^

I got to run. Assalammualaikum.

This happens on last Saturday, August 30th. I brought nasi ayam again for the girls but then Juju wasn't feeling very well. She went home early. Rasa kekurangan eh! He-he. Oh that morning me and Juju got exam on Biology Paper 1. So after the exam, Juju straight away went home.

I didn't enter any class today except for Mathematics. The four of us were staying at u6-3 (Mathematics class) for the whole morning. Besajuk bui~

Nasi ayam~

Betty ketiduran after makan. He-he.

Me and Sha drew this. Actually I drew it, and Sha do the colouring.
It says, "Super GFFs feat. Betty and Agnaes."

It was great to be with them. Agnaes got some problem that day and she's not that cheerful. Stay strong my dear. That day, we were chatting out loud. Then bila out of idea, kurapak-ing tia. He-he.

"Like wise men said 'friends listen to what you say, best friends listen to what you don’t say'. I think this is true after all.

It’s just like the ionization of energy. You give them your say, they listened and that makes you feel so relief. It’s like ionizing your energy (your problems) to the most stable state ever (giving you solutions/sharing together) until your energy equals zero (relief point). Some of the energy might lose to the surroundings (they may not entirely help us) but that energy can be further converted into something positive that could be very useful in the end (motivation/suggestions). I think best friends work that way as well, don’t you think?"

--- Super GFF; August 28th, 2008.

Aku rindu betul dengan lelaki di bawah ini;

Look what I've done to my calender. Highlights;

September 1st; Mathematics Paper 3.
September 2nd; Awal Bulan Ramadhan.
September 5th; Majlis Tahlil & Arwah.
September 6th; 3 years and 9 months.
September 6th; Outing@Sha, maybe.
September 11th; Me, turning 19.
September 13th; Outing@GFFs, maybe.
September 17th; Holiday!!

Oh some birthdays too;

September 1st; Akmal.
September 8th; Ilham.
September 14th; Noys.
September 17th; Donne.
September 23rd; Lee Kuan Eng.
September 29th; Jesurin.

Still, I got a bad feeling for September.

Kerita Abang Juan cool sungguh! He-he. Tapi~ Dalamnya~ Cawirrr~ LOL!

Okay I'm done. I'm sleepy. Woke up at 4 AM for sahur tadi after 5 hours of sleeping. I'm off to bed again. Assalammualaikum!

I received a mail from a friend few days ago. I forwarded them to some of my muslim friends but I still want to post it here. He-he. So here it go;

And I would like to ask for your forgiveness, my dearest parents, my family, cousins, my dearest girlfriends forever, girlfriends, boyfriends, and my love.