Afizah H Abu Bakar. I love what I am. I just want to be who I want to be. I smile, I laugh and I cry. I love my family, my friends and my boyfriend. They are my life.
"Your presence, Your movements, Makes me feel alive.
Your thoughtfulness, Your tenderness, Makes me warm inside.
You've earned my trust, And for that I must be strong in return. 'Cause of you I've found, A steady ground.
You are my all my everything, You are the lights when the dark closes in, When I reach for you then you are there, To lift me up when I'm down.
Never have I had so much faith, Now I feel like my life begins I can hardly wait, Till I see you standing next to me, Then I know that you'll be there.
Forever - say you'll never, Turn away from me, Say you'll be there, Say you'll need me, And I'll be there for you.
You have more to show, And I want to know, All your thoughts and all your dreams, With me you'll find your peace of mind.
You are my all my everything, You are the lights when the dark closes in, When I reach for you then you are there, To lift me up when I'm down.
Never have I had so much faith, Now I feel like my life begins I can hardly wait, Till I see you standing next to me, Then I know that you'll be there, And you will always be my all, My everything.
When I'm with you I'm strong, This is where I belong, And if you'd ever leave, My heart will never heal.
It's you I depend on to go on, To make my life complete. Lookin' in your eyes I see why I am, Givin' my all.
You are my all my everything, You are the lights when the dark closes in. When I reach for you then you are there, To lift me up when I'm down.
Never have I had so much faith, Now I feel like my life begins I can hardly wait. Till I see you standing next to me, And you are all my everything."
--- Maria Haukaas Storeng; My Everything.
I think I'm dying in the inside. Damn I look pathetic!
'You'; Mohd Aliasim bin Alliyas!
Arghhhhhhhhhh.
Date: Saturday, August 30, 2008
I'm not mad. I swear! I'm just bored, bored, bored. And I keep on wishing that you would be there, to brighten my day. No answer. Just a dried heart. Can't you see, I'm suffering? WHATEVER!
My life is dull. Without you... If you wish to leave, do it now. And I said before, I'll not cry. But I'll die. My heart will die. It's a promise.
It's me again. Yadayadayadaaa. Blarghblarghblagh. WHATEVER!
LOOK! Your girlfriend looks stooooooooooooopid. HA-HA HA-HA.
I'm out.
I'm sorry and yes I'm an idiot. Go curse me. I won't be mad. Argh. I'm so sick of myself.
P/S; AKU BORING BANAR!!!!
Asking For More
Date: Friday, August 29, 2008
I just finished watching Couple Or Trouble via my lappy again, until episode 3. I'm having such a boring afternoon, even my nick said, "Bored to death." It actually tells that I'm bored sungguh!
Asim can't made it to my place. I'm okay with that.. *Sad face.
Coming back with Couple Or Trouble, wah that story makes me asking for more! Boh, macam iklan pepsi. LOL! Siuk kamu~ He-he. Unfortunately, I need to control myself. I mean, HELLO! YOU GOT EXAM TOMORROW, DON'T JUST SIT THERE AND WATCH SOME MOVIE! READ READ READ! Okay I got Biology Paper 1 to do tomorrow, so good luck me. I'm going to spend my night on reading. *Sigh.
I'm off. Assalammualaikum!
Shocking.
Date:
Morning peeps!
I got a shocking news from my mother this morning. She said, "Jah, mama jalan ni ke Bandar." And I was like, "Eh kemana?", and her answer is quite shocking, "Kakamu bertahan di Hospital sana,". Get well soon sister.
Okay I think I haven't told this in my blog. My sister is pregnant, since January. And I think this week, she seems like having a difficulties in breathing. Macam urang ampus, tau kamu kan? Dari jauh udah, I can heard her breathing. And she got this disease, something to do with buah pinggang kali, not so sure.. And her condition is quite worrying. I hope she's okay, and the baby too.
"I don't have any idea why you are my brother. There's nothing common in us and I hate everything that you do. You disgust me brother. All these years, I've been hoping for you to change. But you know what? You failed us. And I hate you for that. Go change yourself, you look dirty. EWW! Oh, what's your age again? Okay, I'm much younger than you. So tell me that you'll be mature, will you? I didn't not have any empty space for you in my heart until you change.. I don't want to say anything like 'please', it's simply because you did not deserve anything like that. Again, I hate you. And I wish to call you something else rather than 'brother'. Loser!"
Oh last night, I was on the phone with my Asim. Siuk siuk kami bercerita, and and and.. Tutup tia karan. Isskk. I'm really scared, since I was the only one arah our living room at that time. I almost cried, but then I heard bunyi pintu from my parent's room and I feel okay tarus. He-he. And sebenarnya ada lagi reason kenapa aku takut sangat semalam atu. Because.. SiBetty and Juju were talking about h-a-n-t-u thingy tadi pagi. I got nothing to do, so I listened to them. Issskk. Lapas tu, when I'm on the phone atu, tiba-tiba the TV played cerita h-a-n-t-u juga bah!
And later that night, we got a phone call but I'm too scared to pick it up.. It's 11 kali ah. And it turns out that the call was from the hospital, telling that my sister was admitted to RIPAS, instead of Tutong saja.
Okay I'm going to end this one. Assalammualaikum and have a nice weekend everyone!
Today.
Date: Thursday, August 28, 2008
My first impression? Kerita Abang Juan cantik sungguh! Kalernya purple tua! He-he. Lawa lawa lawa. (:
Hello people! Salam~
Oh first of all, I heard this through the radio yesterday and there's something in me which tells me to blog about it. So yeah, here it goes;
"Aku bersaksi bahawa tiada Tuhan yang berhak disembah melainkan Allah, dan aku bersaksi bahawa Nabi Muhammad itu rasul Allah."
I'm very excited to end the month of August, as Puasa is coming, plus Hari Raya and also before that my birthday! He-he. *Ehem ehem. Since my birthday atuter-clash with Puasa, plus it's malam Jumaat plus maybe my baby will be working on that day.. It means that I'm not going to celebrate my birthday this year. Maybe yes - as in advance/belated clelebration. And Hari Raya.. I don't think I can enjoy myself to the fullest this year.. since two weeks after that I'll be sitting for my 'A' Level. And same goes to the 'O' Level student.. And I'm going to miss my late Nini.. Oh God it's not going to be the same without him..
Talking about Puasa again, last week I'm membayar puasa for.. 11 days. You get me? 11 days is just too much! Last year, I got PMS for the first seventh day of Ramadhan, and again I got it on the 5th day before the Hari Raya. And that makes a total of 11 days. I didn't want such thing to happen again! Please?
School was fun! I brought Nasi Lemak (Iakah? Nasi plus ayam) buatan sendiri for my friends tadi. And guess what? I didn't realize I'm not taking my breakfast tadi pagi, sebab excited sangat kan sediakan nasi for the girls. Whee! And Sha bawa our favourite telur! Thanks hons! (: And some of them requested for another Nasi Lemak on Saturday. Since it will be our last day makan ramai-ramai before the Puasa. Looking forward for it. And Sha made a statement saying, "Hari ahad ani, aku akan mencuba untuk makan dengan sepuas-puasnya." LOL!
Oh I need to apologize to all of my teachers, especially to my Chemistry and Biology teacher for not entering the class tadi and yesterday. He-he. Please don't mark me absent! ^_^
Again, talking about the school tadi.. The whole morning (not totally the whole morning jua lah), I didn't do my revision. I did do some question from the past year paper for my Mathematics Paper 3, but udahnya bertamu SiBetty a.k.a Bini Endey, bah jaga! *Alert alert!Bercerita memanjang bui! LOL! Can't resist eh, entah apakah yang ada dalam diri Betty atu yang menarik kami untuk bercerita dengannya. Woseh! He-he.
Chatting~
Me~
Sha peace~
Love this pose! He-he. Sha comel di sini toh~
And lastly, this was taken yesterday. LOL!
Apa lagi ah.. Okay, yesterday night.. Due to boredom, I watched Couple or Trouble via my baby lappy. That CD, Asim bought it for me like.. 4/5 months ago.. He knew I love Korea very much! He-he. Apakan aku ah, sebenarnya aku yang request minta balikan! LOL! I only watched Episode 1 pulang, interesting juga lah. Only that I prefer romantic comedy, and I haven't seen the romantic part yet. So I won't be able to wrap up what's it about, until I finish watching it. (:
I didn't see and heard much of Asim lately. I'm missing you terribly baby. Tomorrow? Or the day after, please?
'I want to hold you baby' - 슈퍼주니어, Super Junior that is, their lyrics keeps on running in my head. So addicted to it! Love you SJ!
Okay my post have come to it's end. So Assalammualaikum!
Feeling kinda 'hyper'
Date: Wednesday, August 27, 2008
2 more papers to go! Wheeeeeeeee! Exciting much? YES!!
P/S; Rain rain go away please. ): P/P/S; AKU RINDU BERABISAN ARAH ASIM!
"My heart is cold. Please come back to me, my shining moment!"
--- Super Junior; Endless Moment.
Reminiscence..
Date: Sunday, August 24, 2008
Morning peeps..
I'm not sleeping well this few days.. after the result came out to be exact. Why? Because I'm afraid to see my teachers. I'm afraid how people look into me. I'm scared. Yes, I feel like people will look down at me..
However, yesterday morning.. Teacher Laly saw me and Juju, and she called us. I approached teacher and said, "I am sorry teacher," but there's this big smile on her face.. and she said, "It's okay my dear." And when I saw her later that day, she even said, "I'm happy for you," again with the big smile on her face. In my mind, I keep on saying, "Teacher, don't be happy because I'm not happy about it." I even feel guilty..
When I entered my classroom U6-1, Teacher Tan (my Chemistry teacher) asked about the results. The moment she saw we (me and Juju) raised our hands when she asked, "Anyone get Cs?", she didn't say anything. Not even a smile oh her face.. So I can tell she's very disappointed with our result, maybe? I'm sorry teacher!
Later, I took my statement of result in one of the staffroom where my GP teacher was there too. Again, with that big smile on her face, she said, "Congratulation ah, I'm happy for you." Okay this is hard. It makes me feel even guilty-er. *Sigh.
Now that I think hard (very very damn hard) about it, I remember last year I almost give up in sixth form. I even tell my friend that I might go for nursing the year after. It's because I feel the teachers were looking down at me.. because I never get any good result.. even in mathematics! (It's actually because I didn't put enough effort on it) Worst, I never passes my Chemistry and my Biology is just a so-so. GP? Soooooooooooooooooooooo downnnnnnnnnnnnnn! LOL!
However, my friends was there.. cheering up for me. I even remember during my birthday, one of my 3-stooges friend wrote something like this: "Fi, good luck for your exam ah and mudahan dapat good result, so that next year Fifi inda payah masuk nursing." And so I kept on throwing away that feeling that tells everyone was looking down at me.. And laughing with my friends helped a lot! They never fail to make me happy and also.. Abang Azhar and my favourite, Asim was there. They keep on giving me hope.. And that actually makes me to work harder..
Maybe last year's experience make me feels even stronger this year. I'm not feeling that down, but yeah I'm disappointed with myself. My mother do gave me some more courage, but my father.. didn't even say a word.. which is quite frustrating. Again, I'm sorry I wasted your cents..
Okay I didn't realise it was a long one udah.. He-he. But I feel much better after letting it out.
Oh by the way I found this song.. and I'm dedicating this one to my close friend, especially to my 3-stooges friend lah ah..
Now it's time for me to revise my Mathematics/Biology/Chemistry. Which I'll be sitting for it like.. 3 hari berturut-turut.. *Sigh. But first I'll need to clean up this one.
I don't think I'll be able to update until Wednesday.. Hm, okay. I'm done.. so Assalammualaikum!
Bored..
Date: Friday, August 22, 2008
I'm totally bored and I didn't want to do any revision for this morning.. So I'm photoshop-ing and made a change with my background. Okay I didn't use pinkbecause I think red suit black better.. don't you think so?
I'm done! What a long day.. *Sigh.. Assalammualaikum.
And yes I'm watching Super Junior (again) via YouTube. (:
Tagged: 3 Golden Rules
Date: Thursday, August 21, 2008
Tagged by;
Sha and Zarifah. Thanks dear.
Rules;
State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
The 10 people I tag are then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts.
No tag backs please. (:
My answer would be;
I like eating cheese thingy such as Keropok cheese, burger cheese, and even cheese on cheese cake! LOL!
I love hearing lagu lagu nasyid/dakwah (yang slow saja). They calm down my soul.
I can't sleep well with noise, that includes people's snore. Sometime I can't even sleep until I'm too tired and fall asleep the next morning.
Every time I woke up early to read/revise, I always ended up sleeping on my room's table or even floor (yang ber-carpet).
I totally disgust spiders! They make my 'bulu' stand! LOL!
Rambut ku selalu gugur, so every time I saw them lying on my room's floor.. I pick them up one by one and throw them away. LOL!
I'm a sleepyhead. I can easily dozed of in the middle of the class, in the car, in the bus, on the floor and in my baby's arm. (:
I love Super Junior because they look gay. LOL! Though many say that they're gay, I don't think they are. They're very close to each other, a very happy-go-lucky group I must say.. And that makes me love them.*SuJu forever!
When I was a kid, I wish to become a teacher. My reason was because.. My parents are teachers. Now that I grew bigger (or mature-r), I don't know what I want to be. Perhaps, still a teacher?
My room smells like me. HA-HA.
I love pink because I think they look nice, not because they look cute. Make sense?
When I heard any love songs, the first person that came out of my mind is always my darling, my love, my heart.. Asim!
Aku paling sayang abang Azhar daripada adik-beradik-ku yang lain pasal ia kuat belanja aku and selalu support aku! (:
I love kittens, but I don't know how to take care of them. I always wish for a cat who can understand my feeling. But none was there to understand me. Anyway, they're cat. What do you expect from a cat?
Lastly, aku suka beranang tapi inda pandai beranang! Aku pernah kan lamas sekali and aku takut kan beranang lagi. Kecuali kalau si Cinta bawa (sebab ia pernah promise).
I'm done. Feel free to do this one. Assalammualaikum!
P/S; Thank you Noys for nominating me as one of the kreative bloggers. (:
As expected.
Date:
I know I expected such result.. But who knows when it came out as expected, still the tears' falling..
Note: My breakdown...
Biology: Paper 1: d, Paper 2: e, Paper 31: c. Overall d. Chemistry: Paper 1: c, Paper 2: d, Paper 31:b. Overall c. G.P: e.
All I can say now is.. I AM TRULY SORRY.. I should have work harder.. Oh well, October/November A Level is still there..
Dia yang memberi, Dia Maha pemberi, bersyukur cara terbaik..
I want to say congrats to some of my mates who done very well and of course got a very good result too.
Jijah, History mu aah! Congrats! Maths Juju a ah, congrats jua! And those yang result-nya tu need improvement (one of them is me), let's work harder.. For a better future..
The things that I'm happy about is that, I didn't get U for my GP. That was... unexpected.. To be honest, you know it was 2 essays questions each with 500 words.. I didn't manage to write up to 500 words for one of the essay.. I just don't have any idea how on earth can I get that e.. Thank God.. Oh.. And thank you for spelling my name correctly. (:
I'm so done with crying! Okay I'm going to end my post. Assalammualaikum!
One more thing, Happy birthday my Kibummiee! I love you gorgeous! :D Hoping that you'll never give up on this industry, because I'll be there to support you! (:
And happy advance birthday to Juju's ehem ehem, a.k.a JJ for short. All the best for your future dude. (: Have a blast tomorrow with Juju!
P/S; Thank you my love.
P/P/S; Miss Lim will be away for like.. 3 weeks.. for a course (sp?). Will miss you teacher and please come back soon so that we will know our result soon too. (: I don't like the idea of giving us work when you're away. He-he.
If..
Date: Wednesday, August 20, 2008
If June 'AS' Level results are to come out tomorrow, I will first need to apologies..
Dear dad, mom, and teachers.. I'm sorry that I'm not doing well. I'm so sorry. I know I will not be able to say this in front of you.. But really, I'm sorry. And dad, sorry that I've wasted your money. Will repay that one as soon as I manage to do so..
Gosh tomorrow is scaring me! I smell something fishyyyyy! :s
Goodbye. Assalammualaikum.
P/S; You're going to be by my side tomorrow, right baby?
Picture Of The Day.
Date: Saturday, August 16, 2008
The above picture is the picture of the day. Since it's my first time, taking a picture of my school. LOL!
Exam is freaking me out!*Sigh. Hmph. Let's play random.
I miss my abang Zahar! I wish you're here so that I could talk to you on everything. So that I could laugh out loud with you again. So that you know how life is being harsh on me right now.. Because it was always you, whom I talk to you.. Being at home without you is kinda miserable for me.
Be nice brother. Don't play games too much. He-he.
My ELF. To the above ladies, I sayang kamu dua sunguh-sungguh! (: *Peluk Cium Peluk Cium. LOL! I miss hanging out with you guys. I miss outing with you. I miss Sha's place. I miss our LOL moments. I miss our emotional talk. I miss our nonsense fantasy! I miss our dramatic scene. *Apakan? I miss every stupid things we do. I miss everything. Everything I do with both of you. Even though we often see each other at school, but right now because of the exam.. I feel so far away from you guys. Oh maybe it was just my feeling. It's okay though. Understandable though! He-he. Its just that, it feels so different if I am not spending time with both of you.
I'm done. I want to sleep early today, at 9 PM maybe. I want to wake up early (very very early) tomorrow and revise my Statistic (Mathematics Paper 6).
How I wish I am as brilliant as my name. Ehhh. I mean, as the first letter on my name. A. He-he!
Oh btw Happy Belated Birthday to my cousin, Mamat a.k.a Arbe. Too bad eh blog-nyabe-delete udah. ): My birthday wishes for you is.. May you be blessed with a good health and prosperity. All the best for the upcoming 'O' Level.
And same goes to a friend of mine. Happy BirthdayYaya! All the best for your future!
Bah later peeps. Assalammualaikum. Good night!
Short post.
Date: Friday, August 15, 2008
Hello there. I'm so pening, mengantuk and lapar. I spent my whole morning on reading my Chemistry. Tomorrow is so not going to be easy, as teacher said, "Be ready to get difficult questions,"
Me and Juju got surat cinta kemarin! Thanks kawans ku Sha, Betty a.k.a Sipembuli, Agnaes and also Gee! (:
I'm doing very very badly on Biology Paper 4 yesterday. GAH! GAHHHHHHHH! But I feel relieved, as the most difficult paper for Biology is now over! Yeay! But more is yet to come.. -.-
Baby love, thanks for the Kebabs. Wheee! I love you!
I better off. Time, time.. Why can't you wait?
P/S; Pizza hut lagi! :D P/P/S; Today is the 5th day. Long way to go.. *Sigh.
P/S; I'm craving for Kebab! Aishh~ P/P/S; Rindu rindu rindu!
Turn off button
Date: Saturday, August 09, 2008
I'm feeling down. You know, that feeling of being useless, hopeless, miserable, rubbish.. whatever you name it. I don't have any idea how it happens.. anyway, who cares?!
I was watching TV just now, and I watched Parental Control S3 on Channel [V]. It's kinda interesting, well indeed it is.. It's just, why do they have to be so rude? I mean.. You suck man!
Okay I'm not in the mood and I don't know why I'm posting this. Crap crap crap! Bla bla bla! I'm mad.. Super mad!
I better off. Assalammualaikum.
Oh before that..
Happy Birthday to Sis Lily and Noni. Both of you, have a super blast day! Wishing that you two will be success in your future and may happiness lead your way.
Miley Cyrus? Whaaatt?
Date: Thursday, August 07, 2008
Check this out. +18 please.
What do you say? I would say, no comment! LOL!
I'm off. Good night my dear readers. Assalammualaikum.
P/S; I love her 7 things song. Cool!
Endless Queue.
Date:
I’m almost 19, and today is my first time doing the blood check-up. LOL!
I got fever (again) on last Tuesday, and my fever is getting worst when I’m at school. I decided to escape my Mathematics afternoon class, as I can’t bear it anymore. I told Miss Lim that I’m not feeling well, and luckily she let me go. Thanks teacher.
So on that day I went back home at 12.30 PM. I decided to go to the clinic, because I need to get well before tomorrow, since I’ll be having my Qualifying Chemistry Practical Exam tomorrow morning at 7.40 AM. I told my father about it and he brought me to the clinic at 1.30 AM.
I told the doctor that I often got fever. In fact, last week I got fever and revived 2 days later and now, I got it back! How cool is that? And when I started counting the number of times I got it this year, I think its 5 or 6 times. Cool? NOT!
The doctor told me that I looked pale, and asked me whether my mother got anemia (sp?) or thalassemia (sp?)? She asked many questions, I feel like being interview pulang. LOL! I never asked my mom about this... She suspected me to have anemia, and told me to go to the Tutong hospital for the blood test on Thursday.
And so, today morning I went to school as usual but I went out at 7:40 AM to go to the hospital. I went there with my father and arrived there at around 8:20 AM, and that my number (83) was called at 9:45 AM. It was my first time doing this ambil darah thingy. I thought I’ll faint the moment the nurse insert that long needle into my skin. That needle, panjangnya macam jari telunjuk. But 1/10 of it saja yang masuk dalam lah. He-he. A few second later, the pain stop, and then after a minute or so the nurse took the needle away. And I was like, eh sudah? He-he. And I’m happy to say that I would like to do this again. LOL!
After that I waited for the result. I need to take the result slip to the Telisai clinic, as the doctor there wanted it. Wah bekeraja lagi toh! I waited for about half an hour and then off we go to Telisai! Again at Telisai clinic, I have to wait… *Sigh. We arrived there at 10ish and my name was called at 11ish. Hmph.
I met the doctor again, and she told me I’m perfectly fine. No anemia and all. I’m happy to hear that, Alhamdulillah. Last Tuesday, the doctor gave me 3 different medicine, and today, she gave me 5. She said, “Drink plenty of warm water, no ices, and eat fresh vegetables and fruits.”*Sigh.
Everything ended at 11:20 AM, and I’m kind of lazy to go to school again. It’s been a long day for me. Headache, non-stop coughing and running nose, moreover the endless queue! GAHH! Oh and in addition, I’m sleepy plus hungry. LOL! So my father sent me home, and now, I’m blogging! (:
Thank you babah-ku for accompanying me, I know you're not that lapang.. Just wanted to say that I love you daddy! (:
Lets end this one with pictures;
Me with my injected arm.
My medicine! WTH!
The colourful medicine. Unfavorable one is that Antibiotic *Tunjuk-tunjuk arah kiri sekali. He-he.
Okay that was a long one. So goodbye. Assalammualaikum!
Time table..
Date: Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Just a short post here. My Qualifying Examination time table! Here it goes..
Thursday, August 14th; GP; 7:45AM-10:25AM Biology 4; 11:15AM-1:15PM
Saturday, August 16th; Chemistry 5; 7:35AM-8:40AM Chemistry 4; 9:15AM-11:00AM
Monday, August 18th; Mathematics 6; 11:10AM-12:25PM
Thursday, August 21th; Mathematics 4; 11:10AM-12:25PM
Monday, August 25th; Mathematics 1; 7:45AM-9:30PM
Tuesday, August 26th; Biology 2; 11:10AM-12:25PM Biology 5; 1:00PM-2:15PM
Wednesday, August 27th; Chemistry 2; 7:40AM-8:55AM Chemistry 1; 9:40AM-10:4-AM
Saturday, August 30th; Biology 1; 7:40AM-8:40AM
Tuesday, September 2nd; Mathematics 3; 7:40AM-9:25AM
Again, good luck me! Assalammualaikum!
Another month..
Date:
My Asim,
Happy 44th months my dearly love. I love you, and always will! Endlessly baby!
He knows how much I miss you. Don't doubt it.
Will be back..
Date: Monday, August 04, 2008
I'll be on hiatus for the next few days and maybe weeks.. And that means I won't be able to post anything in a mean time.. But no worries, I'll be back once in a while with a great story.. Insya Allah!
Where am I going? It's a journey through a dreadful 'A' level examination. LOL!
I'll be back! Stay tune...
& Wish me all the best.
P/S: I love you betul!
Clap clap!
Date:
CONGRATULATION My dearest SuJu!
For winning the MTV Asia award for; BEST FAVOURITE KOREAN ARTIST.
I love all the thirteen of you, sungguh! (:
P/S; Aww Siwonie, you look sexy eih! LOL!
Happy Birthday, Sha..
Date: Saturday, August 02, 2008
Hari ini saat bahagia untukmu, Bertambah satu tahun usiamu, Ku nyanyikan sebuah lagu, Agar istimewa harimu..
Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you..
Hari ini istimewa, Kerana hari ini, Ulang tahunmu..
Hari ini berbahagia, Nikmati saja..
Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you.
Happy 18th darling! At this special day, I'm wishing for your happiness all the way.. May you be blessed with a good prosperity and a good health..
And I want to sorry for any wrong doings. I might hurt your feeling unknowingly. Hoping that we can remain this friendship forever.. We've been through a lot I must say, and I want you to know that we do care.
Be happy darling! It's your day! Happy Birthday again! (:
Sincerely from your sweet friend, Afizah Hj Abu Bakar.
Countdown..
Date: Friday, August 01, 2008
I just woke up from a 'little' nap. What irritates me is that, I'm not even doing anything heavy and that I'm not even tired. I'm just doing my reading on my Biology and then at around 1 PM, I laid on the my room's floor, took my bantal peluk busyuk and all of sudden, I dazed off. Ha-ha.
And here I am, just woke up at 3ish PM. I'm feeling good, but sangal badan sikit. Manakan tidor di lantai, inda siuk tu bui! Ha-ha.
I bet Super Junior is at KL sudah.. Kali? Oh gosh, I just love every single person of them.. (:
Okay, let's end this one and I need to continue revising my Biology, walaupun masani ayung dikit. He-he. Teacher Laly told us to get ready for tomorrow, she's giving us a small test. Could it be a hard one? Let's just see..
Btw, we manage to finish our syllabus for Biology and also Pure Mathematics Paper 5 I guess. Chemistry.. in a week time maybe? and Statistic (Mathematics Paper 3) on 2 weeks time.. Don't ask about our GP, it's a world wide syllabus, a never ending one. I don't have any idea how to get at least an 'e' for that one. My my, it's countable! I mean, 2 more months before the A Level exam! *Sigh.
I better stop. Assalammualaikum.
P/S; COUNTDOWN. (: P/P/S; Tomorrow's going to be great? Right? P/P/P/S; Cinta, I miss you.
July 26th, 2008. Updated.
Date:
I am suppose to post this one last week. But well, due to some unexpected thing happens, it needs to be postponed.
This happens in Biology Lab.. For your info, last Thursday we're having our Biology Paper 3 Qualifying Exam. I found that paper, so-so. Yeah not that easy and not that hard. More, aku banyak membual dalam paper atu! Ha-ha!
And teacher was saying out our names with our marks on that Saturday morning. Looking at teacher face, all I can think about is my mark will be low. He-he. When it comes to my turn, this happens;
Teacher: AFIZAH. How do you think you're doing? (with her angry face which scared me a lot! He-he) Me: (keeping silent and in the same angkat bahu) Teacher: (smile) You got 32/40. Me: Whhaaattt?
And that was the end of it. Teacher said she's happy with my paper and hoping I'll be doing well for the other paper. Thank you teacher! (:
Teacher asked us to check the histology part, so we're taking the microscope and that heavy lamp. And I took this with Myros' phone! Thanks darling! (:
P/S; It's a transverse section of a stem and I'm zooming on it's vascular bundle. There you can see many cell, such as Xylem, Phloem, Cambium, Seive Tube, bla bla. It's not easy to identify all those. Oh my, why am I telling you this? Hehe.
Thank you Zaim for your gula-gula!
And this is Rafidah, Afizah and Nurul Maz Juhairah. Woseh semua hujungnya -ah. He-he.
At the end of the day I remembered I was crying in the school. *Sigh.
Afizah H Abu Bakar. I love what I am. I just want to be who I want to be. I smile, I laugh and I cry. I love my family, my friends and my boyfriend. They are my life.
