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BIG BIG sighs.
Date: Sunday, June 29, 2008


"I didn't want to wake up early on Monday morning."

*BIG sigh. I'll be going to school tomorrow and yet I'm not ready for it. Whatever! Let's face tomorrow with joy for seeing your friends. Yeah seeing your friends, not seeing your teachers. It will again be a very long journey. The endless talk from teacher, the endless homework given, the revision, blahblah and yup! Endless chit-chatting with your friends.

"July 1st on the way". Yippeyhh!

P/S; Juju, thanks for accompanying me today. I wish Sha was there too. Miss you Sha.
P/P/S; I'm having fun today. (:

Okay peeps. Go to sleep please. Good night. Assalammualaikum.


Oh so random.
Date: Saturday, June 28, 2008


Hi dear readers.

Random talk for today. Currently I'm listening to Carrie Underwood's album. A total of 20 songs. So far, I like it. Way to go girl!


Okay now lets move on to my cat. I went out of my room this morning to search for something to eat. Ada cucur pisang, but I refuse taking any because durang masak terlampau oily. In fact, I dislike taking any breakfast.. Though my stomach belaguran masa ni. I'm used to it, NOT! I guess I'll just eat my brunch later.

I saw my cat, Si Bebeh lying on the floor.


Oh poor little pussy. I feed her with.. REDONDO?


Whiskers! x)


Talking about cat, Si Bebeh got seven kittens. And I'm deeply in love with this one..




And that I decided to take care of it (if my mom agree). I hope it's male! My name for it would be, Si Baby! *Chuckle.

What I've been doing these few days?
PANTAI, PANTAI, PANTAI and PANTAI!

Jogging followed with main air. x)

June 26th, 08.













June 24th, 08.








P/S; I looked ugly in all those! :/
P/P/S; We didn't take any picture on June 25th.

This one happened like 2 or 3 weeks ago, before the holiday.




We lost another memory. This was Asim's first car, and ever since he got a new one, his dad were using this car. Thank goodness nobody was hurt.

I found this picture..








Gambar kami masa di Miri. Sorry for the delayed upload. x)

Oh guys, do you notice I added one list on my wish list? That is the CJ7.. In e-mart (Miri), I can see it everywhere. I feel like buying it udah.. it's not that I don't have enough money, but I can't find any with perfect jahitan-nya. That one in the gambar atu, was for adek Juju yang paling kecil. Aku mauuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

School is opening soon.. I'm so not liking it, but it can't be help. Will open up my book sooner.

I miss Maths class, because I used to laugh out loud with them.
Behind; Agnaes, Juju a.k.a NMJ and Betty a.k.a Tikus Kaling.
Infront; Me and Sha a.k.a Burung Unta.


Will update more soon, maybe? Assalammualaikum.


Hm..
Date: Friday, June 27, 2008


My clock shows exactly 10:30 PM.
"Brother Azhar come home please."

*Sigh. I don't want to sleep but I have to.


I can't help..
Date:


Last few days, I received a message from a friend..

He said that his girlfriend need a break up, but he didn't want to. The problem here is that, the girl is not in love with him and this guy.. still refuse to let go. To make thing worst, he threatened his girlfriend that he will kill himself if she still want to break up.

I'm sorry buddy, but really.. I can't help. To this guy, please stop forcing. People will eventually hate you for that. Though letting your most beloved person go is painful, but it is more painful to let her feel the pain alone. It's no used to force somebody to be in love with you. Can't you get it? I believe that someday, you'll find the love of your life. Life's not short dude, slow down.

I can't help.. I can't help.. I can't even fix my own problem, how can I fix yours?

P/S; He reminds me of someone.. who once hurt my heart.


On counting!
Date:


It seems that I haven't greet somebody's birthday. I'm sorry for that. Been busy lately.

June 17th, 08;
Happy Belated Birthday to Mama Asim.
May God keep on blessing you and your family. May you be happy always and I'm praying for your good health. Amin. (:

Happy Belated Birthday to Vivi.
Best wishes from me to you for your upcoming exam!

June 22nd, 08;
Happy Belated Birthday to my sisie, Sis Caron!
I'm so sorry for the late greeting sis. x( Apology accepted? Dear, I miss you so much. You've been so nice to me that I wish you a very successful life. And do not forget me please because I never do. Much love.

June 27th, 08;
Happy Birthday to E-wan, the so-called brother. x)
All the best for you future dude.

June 30th, 08;
Happy Advance Birthday to Hafizal..
I can't remember who he is actually, kenalan maybe. But I wrote it on my book. So yeah. Have a nice birthday buddy! God bless!

Coming soon..

July 1st, 08;
Happy Advance Anniversary Friendship!
Babes berdua ku sayang! Our anniversary friendship is coming! Whee.. Any plan huns?

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I'm currently listening to Afgan's album. I immediately fall in love to his voice. A good looking guy too. What do you say? Well I say.. two thumbs up. Good job!


My most favorable song would be;
1. Terima Kasih Cinta.
2. I-L-U.
3. Yang Ku Tau Cinta Itu Indah.


I think that's it for now. I'm starving. And from now..

"On counting.. 2 days left before school reopen!"

Assalammualaikum.


Date: Wednesday, June 25, 2008



I'm sorry that I made you cry.
I'm sorry.
Really really sorry.
Sorry baby.
I'm very sorry.
SORRY.

I love you.


Date:


Though there's no such thing as "Whenever you need me, I'll be there.", it is still you.. whom I loved dearly.

There's no point of saying "I'm sorry.", because I totally understand.

Beside, I'm the one who should say it. I'm sorry love, but that's the way I love you. You don't have to understand. Just let it be.

Terima Kasih Cinta..

You have taught me how to love, and now I'm applying it to you. Is it okay baby? (x


Date: Tuesday, June 24, 2008


GUARD'ing 1600 - 2400 hrs ==acim&&pJah= says:
Cyg ubh adress nda gtau acim?
GUARD'ing 1600 - 2400 hrs ==acim&&pJah= says:
):

I'm sorry for that love. It's just wanted you to figure it out yourself. And it seems that you didn't bother to care. It hurts me so much, but I always told myself that you're buzy.

But still it hurts like hell.

And it's okay though, if you are too busy with your stuff.

I'm fine.. really..

Though it hurts..

It's my fault anyway.

Hm, I'm leaving. I need to wake up early tomorrow, nak jogging! He-he. Assalammualaikum. Good night.


I want more movies!
Date: Monday, June 23, 2008


June 6th 08; S & T Week - Click here!
June 16th 08; 1st day in Miri - Click here!
June 17th 08; 2nd day in Miri - Click here!
June 23rd 08; Hangouts at my place - Click here! & Click here!

Of course I'm lazy to write everything while a girlfriend of mine is very the-rajin-one to write the whole story. He-he. *Sha, jangan kambang! Ha-ha! Anyway, I got to say thanks to her. Thanks Sha sayangku. ^^

And and, link us at http://physics2bio.blogspot.com/ *Eseh, sampat lagi promote tuh. x)

MOVIES QUE-UPS;
1. Baby Mama.
2. St Trinian's.
3. Speed Racer. *Scream out loud.. RAIN!
4. The Hottie & The Nottie.
5. 1000 BC.
6. Japanese anime; True Tears.
7. Japanese anime; School Rumble.
8. Korean Series; Couple Or Trouble.
9. The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian (2008).
10. The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe (2005).
11. Chinese Movie (I think); My Best Pals.

P/S; Sha, I want CD The Chronicles Of Narnia itu, jangan lupa bawa next time kita jumpa ye! (x

WANTED MOVIES LIST;
1. Get Smart.
2. Kung Fu Panda.
3. The Incredible Hulk.

P/P/S; I finished my mathematic homework! Yippeyyyyhh! (x Now left with my Biology notes and revision. *Singing La La La~

Will update more soon. Assalammualaikum.


LUCKY
Date: Saturday, June 21, 2008


Oh my, I'm getting addicted to this song; Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillet - Lucky. I feel so lucky! (:



Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you,
Across the water,
Across the deep blue ocean,
Under the open sky,
Oh my, baby I'm trying.

Boy I hear you in my dreams,
I feel your whisper across the sea,
I keep you with me in my heart,
You make it easier when life gets hard.

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend,
Lucky to have been where I have been,
Lucky to be coming home again.
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh.

They don't know how long it takes,
Waiting for a love like this,
Every time we say goodbye,
I wish we had one more kiss,
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will.

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend,
Lucky to have been where I have been,
Lucky to be coming home again.
Lucky we're in love every way,
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed,
Lucky to be coming home someday.

And so I'm sailing through the sea,
To an island where we'll meet,
You'll hear the music fill the air,
I'll put a flower in your hair.

Though the breezes through trees,
Move so pretty you're all I see,
As the world keeps spinning round,
You hold me right here right now.

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend,
Lucky to have been where I have been,
Lucky to be coming home again.
I'm lucky we're in love every way,
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed,
Lucky to be coming home someday.

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh.
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh.

Awesome lyrics too. Moving to the piano version which I fall in love with too! (:



Asim called me just now. He sounded very tired and he said that he will be sleeping after hang up. He told me that he might be waking up at 2.00 AM watching Nederlanden belawan. Arjen Rubben Arjen Rubben. And I was like, HA-HA.

Asim: Karang Asim bangun pukul 2 lagi ni ah.
Me: Behapa saja? Ngalih-ngalih pun kan bangun lagi.
Asim: Kan liat Arjen Rubben, Belanda main ah.
Me: HA-HA. Dui Asim ah, Fizah rasa kan.. Manada terbangun tu.
Asim: He-he. Iakan?
Me: Kalau terbangun pun.. Setangah jam lapas tu, eh bukan. 10 atau 15 minit lapas tu tertidur balik tu. HA-HA.
Asim: HA-HA HA-HA. KAMBANG! :D

Oh well, that's my Asim. I love him that way. Oh btw, ia ugut aku. Katanya if ia terbangun krg ia kan kacau aku tidur. Ia kan miss call aku balik-balik. I said I'll make my phone silent this night, or even turn it off so that I'll sleep well. Ha-ha.

Baby listen to me! I LOVE YOU! AND STILL MISSING YOUR LOVE. :')

I didn't regret. I didn't even think of it.

Goodbye. Assalammualaikum.


4th, 5th & 6th day: Boring days
Date:


Hi readers.

Okay, I've finished my Biology assignment this morning. What a relief. Kamu mahu tengok? He-he. I was thinking of using pink as the theme, but na-ah. I'm using blue instead. It's never wrong to try something new, isn't it? (:



I started making this yesterday afternoon, I guess. It was suppose to be one and a half month work but I only spend 2 days on it. I don't know what Teacher Laly would say about this one.. Well just wait and see.

What I've been doing this few days?

Forth day of holiday, Wednesday, June 18th, 08;

Morning --
Cleaning my room.

Aftenoon --
Playing The Sims on my laptop.

Night --
Still playing The Sims.

Midnight --
Watching anime, School Rumble with my laptop again.

Fifth day of holiday, Thursday, June 19th, 08;

Morning --
Playing The Sims, again!

Afternoon at 2.00 PM --
Going to Tutong with my mom.

Night --
Still The Sims.

Sixth day of holiday, Friday, June 20th, 08;

Morning --
Spending my time on making the new skin for my blog, and changed my address (FINALLY!)

Afternoon --
Cleaning my room and doing my Biology work.

Night --
Still with my laptop, doing my Biology work and in the same time msn-ing.

Okay, that's enough I think.

Today is just not my day. I'm totally bored. My two little brothers were not home from 9.00 AM to 4.00 PM, because of the dancing thingy for His Majesty birthday celebration. And all my big brothers were not home too. And that my parent just went off to Tutong, without me. Which means that I'm alone. HOME ALONE! :( Didn't sound great, right? I should say this, "Aku rasa macam anak tunggal hari ani," and I got to say that I am thankful that I have laptop with me.

I don't know what to do now. Perhaps doing my homework or revision. I didn't want to spend my time on playing games anymore. I mean I shouldn't have played game last few days. I'm totally bored. :(

One more thing, I'm currently going online but nobody talks to me. Asim is working and that ia malar ter-disconnect. Bullshit! :(

I'm leaving. Goodbye and have fun peeps. Assalammualaikum!


BORED TAHAP BURING
Date: Friday, June 20, 2008


Good afternoon peeps. (x I had this conversation with my Abang angkat, Adonis. Saja-saja kan kacau ia masukkan dalam blog. :x

T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
Ui
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
:)
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
ui
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
bhapa toh
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
baru abg text kh?
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
adk bru bngun x)
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
adidh
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
adk mau gmbr abg?Abg mau gmbr adk.Ehe
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
Mau e.
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
untuk apa abg mau gmbar adk? ada neee?
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
mau liat abar adk lah.Ish
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
adk makin berisi di parut. hehe. sama arah leher. x(
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
masane adk klaw bjalan mesti betudong udah.
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
adk masane makin minat pink.
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
adk makin inda kiut eh.
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
abg cana?
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
Aha.Adieh.Byk brubh dh adk
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
sent lah gmbr adk arh 3g abg
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
hehe. abg rajin2 lah visit blog adk. bnyk crita adk sana.
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
okay tu krg adk send.
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
Adieh.Bh.Sentlh wal ane.Ehe
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
Bah sabar diehh
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
abg crita dulu abg masane cemana?
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
ok ok jer
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
hehe.Mseh abg tdo dumah nini
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
usul abg cana? makin kurus kah? makin hensem kah?
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
Aha.Liat ja gmbr abg nanti
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
abg send jua ah.
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
bh.Antarlh gmbr adk
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
awu
AWAY/TIDOR [pJah'acim] -- Meiosis & Gene Technology. GP Presentation. Maths Homework. Revision. GAHHHH! :/ says:
otw udah ne. berapa abg mau? heh
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
manaja
T A K U Y U N G I J A U says:
arh 3g ah

I was smiling all the way, batah udah inda chat sama ia. I don't even know how he looks like masani. Brother, you're just special. But you can't be more than that, because 'he' had stole my heart. He-he. Looking forward for another date. Ha-ha. We were having a loooong talk, and I'm glad he's fine. (x

And in the end, I still love you.. ASIM, I MISS YOUR LOVE! (x

P/S; Nick ku ah, sadar kamu? Aku buat 'TIDUR' tapi tarang-tarang chatting. HA-HA.

Bah, kan buat Project Biology neh.. On Meiosis. :/ Assalammualaikum.


NEW SKIN
Date:




Yippeh! New skin and also I changed my address. Okay I'm soooooo done people. And I need to go. Assalammualaikum.


2nd & 3rd day: Miri with girlfriends.
Date: Wednesday, June 18, 2008


Helloooooooooo worlddddddddddd! Feel so gooooooooood to be back home. (:

Where have I gone? I'm with my girlfriends at Miri. Yup so far, I'm having a good time. Whee~ Here's some photo for this few days. Enjoy. (:

I didn't realize my hair had grew this long, until I took this picture!



Brother Azhar was going to UBD at that time.



Okay now, pictures at Miri. I'm lazy to arrange. x)










Sha updating..



My new Vincci kacamata Hitam. Wheeee~



I can't help myself when I saw mirror! Click click!











Craving for Buttermilk chicken. x)





Memories with CJ7. x( I want it. Beh~





Loving this one. Glad I buy it. (x



When I'm editing all these pictures, I realize that I didn't take any picture with Juju. x( Okay how's your holiday so far peeps?

I'm off. Assalammualaikum!