I woke up pretty late, yet it was expected. My alarm rang at 5.30 AM but I woke up at 6.05 AM. HA-HA. I can't sleep well yesterday night, oh I don't know why. I have this strange dream about my Chemistry teacher. Oh it is trying to tell me something that I should know? :s

Sore throat, running nose and headache. All in one today. My system is not working properly, do you expect me to concentrate on my study? I'm sleepy the whole morning, except that when I was chating with the girls. My eyes were fully awake. I miss kamu semua girlfriends!

The very first lesson that we're having today is Mathematics on Pure Maths. Oh more homeworks. Then GP class, I'm very very very sleepy bah. Sir, can you make something to cheer this class? It's to dull and boring. :s Next was Biology. Hormones, nerves, negative feedback, positive feedback, receptor, effector, homeostasis. Well something like that, quite interesting. Only that I'm sleepy. :s Oh it's time for our break and I'm eating spaghetti for lunch. It's because we won't be having any break at noon. After that, PS in our Chemistry Lab. I got some problem with my Statement of Entry. (Oh we got our AS timetable today. A good start after the holiday - NOT) Sir, my name. Its AFIZAH BINTI HAJI ABU BAKAR, not AZIZAH BINTI HAJI ABU BAKAR. Oh lastly.. Chemisrty. Solubility products, yeah homeworks and afterwards practical. Home at 2.00 PM, fetch by dad.

Then shower, lunch (again, because I'm hungry.) and asleep. Oh before that I drink my medicine. I woke up at 5.30 PM. Aduh batah jua ku tidor atu. :s I'm waiting for Asim's miss called, oh I miss you love.

Here I am right now, and I should be doing my homework. I should move on, so yeah. See ya!

Assalammualaikum! (:

Currently playing: 6ixth Sense - Tak Bisa Memilihmu.

Morning --

It's 8.00 AM when I woke up. I spent this last-holiday morning with cleaning my room. Habis ku habuk-habuki bilik ku, oh well alum pulang abis, inda ku sanggup! :D Nyaman jua mata memandang! (:

Afternoon --

Memet ku yang comel lagi kiuts datang. Oh I miss you Si Kecil. HE-HE. I got headache the whole afternoon but unfortunately I can't sleep because my Memet was here. It's okay though, I've been missing her.

She fall asleep on my study table in front of my laptop. Oh so sweet. HA-HA. She was waiting for me, while at that time I was showering.

Night --

*Yawn* Its raining again tonight. Again a trouble with Asim. Moreover I got fever. Blah blah blahh. I spent my night on quick revision. Manatau esok belajar blank kan, baiktah prepare dikit. HE-HE. NO MORE HOLIDAY! GET TO WORK PEEPS! Medicine and asleep.

Assalammualaikum! (:

HAPPY BIRTH-DAY TO MY BLOGGER FRIEND, AKIFS. Have a super blast birthday! (:
WELCOME BACK TO SCHOOL STUDENTS! WAKE UP WAKE UP!
I'm sorry that I hurt you, love. Sayang Asim seorang saja!

March 27th 2008.

I was at home, it was a boringg day. Moreover, I got headacheeee and its killing me. I'm sorry Juju and Sha that I can't make it to Sha's place. :s

March 28th 2008.


Yesterday afternoon, me and my parents went to KB. Whenever I needed contact lens, we will have to go to KB. Pasal kan kacamata kami se-family sana kami buat. So discount sikit. HA-HA. Contact lens pun murah dikit if di compare with yang ku bali di Tutong ah. (:

And damnit, I lost my ring. Sorry Asimmm. :( It didn't even last for a month. :(

March 29th 2008.

2 more days before the school reopen, and yet it was such a boring holiday. I didn't even think holiday is a good idea.

Yeah first, I've lost Si Wira. And now, I'm lost my ring that he gave to me few weeks back. Kenapa kan aku ni malang sangat. Eh buring ku ehhhhh cemani ani. Nada mood ku kan belajar pulang. :s I feel like hitting myself so hard, but of course I can't do it. And I feel like slapping my own face, yeah to make me wake up from this miserable dream and start working. I'm tired of life. :s

HAPPY BIRTH-DAY MY FRIEND, SITI FATIMAH WATI~ Yosehh tua udah ia. HA-HA. Rindu ku kan hangout with you ei. Jangan lupa ah, kau bejanji tuh kan belanja aku and Asim-ku. :x Bah anyway, since inda ku bejumpa kau so that means nada hadiah. :p HA-HA. Nanti tah saja ah. Bah good luck with everything lenxx. Take care~ Have a super blast birthday with your boyfieee. (:

Asiimmmmmm I wantt youuuu nowwwww. Pleasee don't be mad, I don't meannnn it... Why is it keeppp onn happeningg tooo meee? I wanttt to reachhh youuuu soooo mucch, unfortunatelyyy youu'ree workingg. I wannttt too hug youuu andd cry as much as I wanttt loveee. Pleasee can I? I needd youuu.. And I'm so sorryy. ):

Today morning, I went to school to study with Teacher Laly. It was 7.30 AM when I woke up. I went straight to the bathroom, taking my bath and stuffs. My eyes were very tired. I slept at 4 AM, argh that's awful. It's been 3 days since I haven't have my sleep at night. I slept quite well in the afternoon. So I must not sleep today afternoon, so that I can sleep at night. Urghh. Damnit. Hmph. fhosafldsadasewwefbuddddduuuuuhhhkajl. Continue -My dad took me to school, and we arrived there at 8.30 AM. Oh there's Amin. It was only me and Juju who planned to meet teacher today. He's there for practicing his guling-tangan at 10 AM. So while waiting for his practice to start, the three of us met teacher. Oh I'm very sleepy btw. :s

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March 24th-25th, 2008.

As soon as I read his texts saying "Asim kan tukar kerita ni,", I began to lost my mind. Oh I cry cry and cry. I can not accept the fact that I will no longer seeing Wira. Moreover, where I see Wira, I can see him. I've become used with that kind of situation. I can not smile, I can not think properly, I can not eat properly and I just want to sleep. Later that night, I can't even sleep. I went on thinking about it. Then I realized it was 2.00 AM. So I read the Mates, Dates and Diamond Destiny book that I've borrow earlier from Juju. I thought it's going to make me sleepy and tired, but a big nooooo. It was 6.00 AM when I finished reading. Lucky it was holiday. Oh then at last I can sleep. I woke up at 10.00 AM feeling so tired and I got headache. It's a bad day. I sleep again in the afternoon, my plan to study need to be cancel.

The next day, ah same story. I can't sleep again at night. So this time, instead of reading book, I try watching some movie. Virgin Snow and Coklat Stroberi. Lee Jun Ki is veryyyy charming and cute. HA-HAH. Hmph. Again, I can sleep only at 6.00 AM. :s I'm fed up with this situation.

Virgin Snow. Rate: 8/10.

Coklat Stroberi. Urgh gayers. Rate: 6/10.

I'll going to miss you, Wira.

Oh hello readers. It was such a lovely day. (:

In the morning, ah all those daily-life stuffs. Then I downloaded some Paramore's, Secondhand Serenade's and The Veronicas' songs. I'm so into them baby!

It was 12.00 AM, and my parents and I went off to a marriage ceremony at Danau. Again, I saw Jijah's mom and also this time, I saw Nera's mom too. But I don't see them. Mana kamu kan? HE-HE. :p Home at around 1.00 PM.

HAPPY BIRTH-DAY MOTHER; HJH MAZIYAH. (L) Mom I love you, I really do. I'm sorry for all those stupid mistakes that I have ever done to you. The fact is that I never do stop loving you. I'm wishing for this family happiness. I'll study harder and one day, I'll make you proud. Insya Allah. I want to see that big smile on your face. Please stay healthy for us. You know we need you. You're the best mother. (:

Morning --

I think I overslept again. I woke up at 8.04 AM, and last night I was at bed at around 10.00 PM. I don't know what should I do to overcome this. Eih pemalas juaaaa ehhh. I woke up and again continue reading my Princess In Pink book. And yeay I finished reading it at last! A happy ending. (:

Then I clean my room, showering, bla blahhh. I'm having a good mood on doing my homework. So before that, I need to cover my Biology (William's) book that was given to me like two weeks ago. Teacher Laly said that it is a must to cover that book, and that I shouldn't ignore it at the first place but I'm busy. Can you believe that it took me more than a hour to do that? Haiyahhh! I've wasted so much time. :s

Afternoon --

I let my angry-ness out by continue watching Heroes Season I. Yep I finished watching the whole episode for this season. Hm.. I was expecting my brother Azhar today. But nah, he's busy. :s I hope I can see you next week bro. After watching Heroes, I'm doing my homework. Yep I've done half of my homework and will try to finish the other half tonight. Ey tonight there will be the very first concert of AF6, live on television. Should I go watch or shouldn't I? Eh I don't know.

I took a break, masak mee maggi and my parents were home from Tutong. They wanted to bring me along tadi, but I don't feel like going. Remember I told you that my room will be repair soon? And also soon, I'll have my very own bathroom. Ahh I could smell it. HA-HA. I can't wait. They wanted me to choose what colour for it. But it doesn't matter. It's up to you pa and ma! (: I'm so excited! (:

Night --

Nothing much, I think I'm off in front of the television. Too bad it is raining again. Oh please go away.

That's all for today. Assalammualaikum!

HAPPY BIRTH-DAY TO MAISARAH. (: You are legal now. HE-HE. I miss youuu darl and miss kawan-kawan Sungai Liang yang lain. Anyway, enjoy your life there and take care. *Hugs*
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTH-DAY MOTHER, HJH MAZIYAH. ♥ You are the best mom, I love you.

I was such a boring day. I overslept! It was already 9.00 AM when I woke up. I considered that late. HE-HE. And oh my, I found out I'm on my period. Gahhh! Akit payutt! :s This is the worst part, where my bathroom is flooding! Cemana ni kan mandi manda and tuuutt. HA-HA. Period tah lagi. Ergh. It was only around 2.00 PM when dad fixed it.

Last night before I was asleep, I watched Bukan Bintang Biasa The Movie. Siyokkk. I fall in love with Dimas Beck! It was when he played the Violin, my heart went silent. HA-HA. I wish he'd play the piano, it would be much more romantic. :D The best part is that they are using their real name. You should watch it too! My rate would be 9/10, and thanks to Brother Juan!

Yesterday afternoon, with nothing much to do (actually I got a lot of work to do but this stomach is killing me!), I watched Heroes Season I until episode 21 on my laptop. Oh pretty scary. Again, I'm in love with Peter Petrelli! :D And I like Hiro Nakamura. They have a super cool power! :D :D

While watching, I coloured my nail (the transparent one). Oh so cute my nail! :D

Yesterday night, I'm working on my blog skins. I tried creating a new skin. I finished last night, unfortunately it was raining so heavily that I need to turn off the wireless connection. :s Before went to bed, I read Princess In Pink written by Meg Cabot. I need to buy a new one nantiii! Right now, I need to finish reading this two books.

Thanks to Juju, for lending me this book; Dates, Mates and Diamond Destiny.

Hello readers. I have a lot of fun today. Yeah like I really mean it.

I woke up at around 5.30 AM and cleaned my room. But still my room looks messy. Then off to the bathroom, bathing and stuffs. Dressing, eating my breakfast, blah blah. Went to school with my father as usual, arrived there at 7.00 AM. Am I talking crap? HA-HAH. Sorry for that. XP

7.00 AM --

I sat on the PS Corner and wait for my two girlfriends. Oh that's my daily life at school. While waiting, I'm working on my Mathematics homework on Loci. Oh I love this topic, so mencabar. HE-HEH. At around 7.15 PM, both of them were there so off to our classrooms. Then again, the-never-ending daily life at school, taking the attendance and singing the National Anthem. I noticed many were absent. Good Job! HA-HAH!

7.30 - 8.25 AM, Biology Lab --

No lesson at all. We refuse to study. Thank you teacher for granting our wish. HA-HA. Talk talk talk, and I'm discussing something with Juju. Can't remember.

8.30 - 9.25 AM, PS at L6-4 --

Damnit. I'm hungry and it's hot. :s I did not even open my books, Talk talk talk. :D

9.30 - 10.25 AM, Chemistry Lab --

A big NO for relaxing. HA-HAH. Learning on Buffer Solution. Oh quite interesting, I likee. (:

10.25 - 10.40 AM, Break time at Canteen --

We lost one friend, Sha need to see Teacher Yong. My stomach is now full! Yipeee.

10.40 - 11.30 AM, Mathematics on Statistic at U6-3 --

Sooooo cold. I'm freezing. Homeworks on the topic Combination and Permutation. Oh I don't like this topic, it's confusing. :s

11.30 AM - 2.00 PM, General Paper at U6-1 --

Our test paper are finally given today. I got a big U for my GP. I just began to hate GP more and more. It was nothing but a lot of tense! Arghhh! I wish I could drop GP on my 'A' level list. HA-HAH. Surely, I'm frustrated. How can I get better on GP? Somebody, tell me. That kills my day. :s

It was 12.30 and I'm there alone, listening to Nano. I refused to join the girls, I really want to be alone and think what should I do with my GP. Miros suddenly came and asked what happen. I think she can reads my mind, can you? :D She knew I'm moody because of that stupid masterpiece that I wrote blindly! Anyway, thanks. You're such a good friend. (:

Lesson start again after 1.00 PM. It wasn't really a lesson, just checking for some grammar work. I failed my grammar work too. :s Why is GP so complicated? :s

And at that moment, I just find out that our friend, Agnaes is in love. You should have tell us! It was like two month relationship, yes? But Juju and me never know this before. HE-HE.

2.00 PM --

U6-1 students is such a goooooooood students. Many did not come for the cleaning campaign. I repeat, MANY! Only seven came which is out of thirty something, the same face that came for the cleaning campaign last month. Quite frustrating. :s I wish I could mess everything so that they would end up suffering from cleaning it after the holiday. Congratulation for your ignorance. Keep it up!

I went back home at 2.50 PM. No lunch were prepared for me. I'm hungry mannn! :s And then I'm asleep.

I just realize it was the last day of school for this term. But Mrs Tan said, "Actually, there is no holiday for you. You need to work hard for your 'AS' level this coming June." Yeah right, I don't even think of having a holiday. I'll be at school to have some lesson with Teacher Laly. I just need a long sleep. So till here. Sorry no picture for today. (: Nighties~

Dear Asim,

Love, it's been years. Of course, my love for you never dies, not even once dear. I know we regularly fight nowadays, things have been difficult for me. But seriously, we fight like a kid. I don't like it neither. I guess I need more of your attention. I know how selfish I am for wanting you to do this and that for me, but I can't help it. I'm in need of your attention. I'm sorry but I love you more and more every single moment.

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Another silent days. Nothing much, just want to greet for somebody's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTH-DAY to my little brother, Ariffin!

Mall and Asim. I had a great fun. And suddenly I just burst my tears and cry like a baby. What a day.

Our first destination was Teguh Raya Kiulap. Secondly, Seri Mall Q-Lap. Lastly The Mall, Gadong.

Finally, a pair of ring. (:





Thanks for the Shirt love. (:

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Today, March 16th, 2008.

The very first thing in the morning. I've just finished watching Silence. Oh so sad ending but I don't cry. Vic Zhou which play his role in this movie as Qi Wei Yi is quite charming. Here, I took some pictures of him;