Currently, I'm msn-ing with Adonis i.e Abg Donne and Si Sayang. (: Sekian lama Abg Donne menghilang, entah ke mana. Bila online, inda pandai kan menagur urang. Aku telah di lupakan. HA-HA. Apakannnn? Surely, I miss Abg Donne a lot, rasanya macam centuries inda berjumpa. Buhh, apakannn? Aku ah, terikut-ikut udah words my little brother, Asri. He seek for my help yesterday regarding his Bahasa Melayu sort of project. And he always said 'apakan', more than 10 times I guess. Don't influence me brother.

This is not the real update. The real one will come very soon. I'm super busy this few days. Look at those mess. I can't help it. :s

Latest picture of me, and more is coming so soon!

Nurul Fatihah, the gauk girl.

Sayang! I love your Wira BV 7654. Kalau inda sayang Si Wira mana Fizah mau masuk kerita Sayang tu. HE-HE. It's our Wira. (:

The world treat me badly this week. I want to run away with my Sayang, because when I'm by his side.. I know I'm safe.. Homeworks and tests were haunting me. Only today I feel a bit relaxed, and thats feel good. Anyway, I hope tomorrow will be better.. I miss the old me, where I could run and run without falling down.. I fall a lot all these years, and my heart was bleeding so painfully. I wish I was anyone else. These bad thought came out whenever I looked down on my self. I may looked stupid from the outside, but inside.. would you care? *I know you would Sayang. (:*

Before I forget.. I need to say this..

Happy belated birthday to Khirul Farhanah. I believe she turns 18th yesterday. Si boyfriend-nya Zaim inda pandai bagitau urang ah, yang girlfriend-nya birthday. Sorry Khirul for the late greeting. (:

So goodieee night peeps. I'll update soooonn. Just wait. (:



Esok Si Asim kerajaaaa. I' going to miss you more and more Sayang! Sayang jangan lari jauh-jauh wah.. I love you, loveeee.

Good morning! First off all..

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Rabi'atul Moneerah..
Happy Birthday to youuuuuu..

Happy happy belated birthday Neraaaa! (: God bless, dan semoga berjaya dalam bidang yang diceburi. Semoga panjang umur, hidup sihat and ceria selalu..

*I should've post this yesterday night, but it was raining heavily that we need turn off the wireless modem to keep it safe. And I was busy shopping yesterday afternoon. :D Sorry for the late greeting Neraa. (:





At around 8.30 AM, I'm off to somewhere else with 'somebody' today. I won't be around... HE-HE. I'm going to miss you my dear Sayang! Ohh before that, I'll need to finish up my homework and also revision! Mathematics Test tomorrow!

Goodbyeeeee! Have a superb weekend peeps. Oh and I will!

Nothing much, school, school and school. Attended the afternoon class, Chemistry. We got off early at around 1.30 PM. Teacher was being so lenient to us on that day. She usually wanted us to submit our work before going home, but on that day, she let us do our work at home. (:

30 minutes to go before Sayang fetch me. So lepaks sekajap with Sha and Juju. I took this pictures.

Our bags. The red one was Sha's, since she don't really like pink. (:

We arrived home in hunger. I rasa nak makan Nasi Katok ah, so jalan lagi sekajap. But this time, he drove. Takutttt. :s

Blargh blargh blarghh.. Nothing unusual. School, homeworks and stuffs.

Betty said, "Fizah, ada kau liat bulan semalam? Bulan panuh ah." And Agnaes told me, start hari Isnin udah ia teliat bulan panuh ah. Teliat kamu? I decided to take a look the day after.

Sixth form assembly. It makes me boreddd and super sleepy. The teachers talk, talk and talk. Motivation, discipline, studies... in 3 hours! 7.30 AM until 10.25 AM. aogoweupiaskgbhfs. Damn! I feel like kana brainwashed! :s Oh, sampat lagi ku tidur sekajap. HA-HA.

Afternoon class, essay writing. My fingers.. I feel like ia kan cramp saja. :s Luckily, no homeworks. (: But I feel weird. Selalunya ada homework.. bila nada.. bah lain tia rasanya. Umph.

First thing in the morning. Moon. Cantiks. (: Can I reach you, moon?

I spent my afternoon with homeworks. At 4.30, I wantched my favourite TV series; Unstoppable Wedding. *Gi Baek comellll sangat!* Funny ceritanya hari ani, and last two days sedihhh. ): But siyok siyok!

Picture taken by Bro Azhar. Nice, yes? Masjid arah UBD.

I miss these TV series. Yeah, it's no longer available.. I don't know if I can find their CD..

Angel.

Tru Calling.

Smallville.

Enchanted. I just love this movie. It's too perfect for me. And I love when it comes to 'they live happily ever after.' Well, of course there's no such thing in this real life. Sigh.

I watched it with sayang, at The Mall. We loveeee it and the song's kinda cool too. Check it out peeps.

Amy Adams and James Marsden - True Love's Kiss.



(Giselle/Amy):
When you meet this someone,
Who is meant for you,
Before two can become one,
There's something you must do..

(Woodland Creatures):
Do you pull eachother's tails?
Do you feed eachother seeds?

(Giselle/Amy):
No, There is something sweeter everybody needs.

I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss,
And a prince, I'm hoping, comes with this,
That's what brings ever-aftering so happy,
That's the reason we need lips so much,
For lips are the only things that touch,
So to spend a life of endless bliss,
Just find who you love through true love's kiss..

(Woodland Creatures):
She's been dreaming of a true love's kiss,
And a prince, she's hoping, comes with this,
That's what springs ever-afterings so happy,
That's the reason we need lips so much,
For lips are the only things that touch,

(Giselle/Amy):
So to spend a life of endless bliss,
Just find who you love through true love's kiss..

(Edward/James):
You're the fairest maid I've ever met,
You were made (Giselle/Amy): to finish your duet..

(Together):
And in years to come we'll reminisce..

(Edward/James):
How we came to love..

(Giselle/Amy):
And grew and grew love..

(Together):
Since first we knew love through True Love's Kiss!

Amy Adams - That's How You Know



(Giselle/Amy):
How does she know you love her?
How does she know she's yours?

(Man):
How does she know that you love her?

(Giselle/Amy):
How do you show her you love her?

(Both):
How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?

(Giselle/Amy):
It's not enough to take the one you love for granted,
You must remind her, or she'll be inclined to say...
"How do I know he loves me?"
(How does she know that you love her? How do you show her you love her?)
"How do I know he's mine?"
(How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?)

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey? Heyy!
He'll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday.
That's how you know, that's how you know!
He's your love...

(Man):
You've got to show her you need her,
Don't treat her like a mind reader,
Each day do something to need her,
To believe you love her..

(Giselle/Amy):
Everybody wants to live happily ever after,
Everybody wants to know their true love is true...
How do you know he loves you?
(How does she know that you love her? How do you show her you need her?)
How do you know he's yours?
(How does she know that you really, really, truly)

Well does he take you out dancin' just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words in,
Just for you? Ohhh!

(All):
He'll find his own way to tell you,
With the little things he'll do,
That's how you know,
That's how you know!

(Giselle/Amy):
He's your love
He's your love...

That's how you know..
He loves you..
That's how you know..
It's true..

Because he'll wear your favorite color,
Just so he can match your eyes,
Rent a private picnic,
By the fires glow-oohh!

(All):
His heart will be yours forever..
Something everyday will show..
That's how you know..

(Giselle/Amy):
He's your love...

(Man):
That's how she knows that you love her..
That's how you show her you love her..

(Giselle/Amy):
That's how you know...
That's how you know...
He's your love...



Jon McLaughlin - So Close

You’re in my arms,
And all the world is calm,
The music playing on for only two..
So close together,
And when I’m with you,
So close to feeling alive..

A life goes by,
Romantic dreams will stop,
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew,
So close was waiting,
Waiting here with you,
And now forever I know,
All that I wanted to hold you,
So close..

So close to reaching that famous happy end,
Almost believing this was not pretend,
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come,
So far we are so close..

How could I face the faceless days,
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close,
To reaching that famous happy end,
And almost believing this was not pretend,
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are,
So close..
So close..
And still so far....





Still, I miss everything about you, sayang.
Ohh, will be updated real soon. (:

Get that fucking face off from me. You're disgusting, so-called-cousin. I hate you. Ohh and, EWWWW. Don't be nice to me, because that makes me hate you even more.

I hate my weekend. I wish that it would just 'puff' and disappear. What happen to me? I don't know.. Sure enough, I'm in anger. hisfdwaeshfkqpoanmcxswwqa. No words can describe what I feel now. I want to sleep, and if I could.. I don't even want to wake up. No body cares. :s Keep on ignoring, thank you.

Happy belated birthday, Fiqah! (:

P/S: Belanja?

Happy birthday, Amir. (:

My Saturday? The other way round. It went terribly. As soon as I woke up, off to do the bathing and stuff, and guess what? Period. Shitt! At school, things never get better. Let's talk about it.

Chemistry --

We started a new topic on Reaction Kinetics. I'll miss the Organic Chemistry. I lovee Organic Chemistry. Ohh, I was very sleepy. I often said this to my two besties, "Slap me, slap me. I'm sleepy." Oh my, they won't do that. Luckily, no homeworks baby. HA-HA. But my stomach it's killing me! :s

Mathematics --

Hmph. Statistic.. well what did I learn yesterday? Hardly to remember.. Oh, some exercise.. again, no homework. (:

GP --
Asdfmv,doewpqkfslmc,jaoapaloie. Sleepy again. The classroom makes me freezing to death. Some work on Grammar, and it's cracking my head.

Biology --

Test on Photosynthesis. I managed to do well. Then, we started learning a new topic - Respiration. My mind is flying off to London I think. I wasn't concentrating. Hey but but, I tried hard, but still.. sleepy.. :s

PS --

We entered the class late. Me and Juju help Teacher Laly to clean the Biology Lab. Sha's waiting for us, so we bring her in. She helps to; even though she's not taking Biology. Thanks Sha. :D Of course by this time, I'm not sleepy. But I'm tired! :s After about 15 minutes, we entered our PS class and I can't settle down. Mengusut kuuuu, kepanasannn! Then thenn, I listened to my Nano, and barutah tenang rasaku. (: Thanks Nano. I spent my time finishing Mathematics homeworks that was given a day before.

The ring bells. But school wasn't over yet. Chit chat, lunch, laugh. At around 2.00 PM, we went to our class (U6-1) to clean it. OhmiGod. It's a total mess! And penyapu nada. Sial. Belusiran ku lagi ke lower sixth class kan ambil penyapu kami yang tertinggal di sana. My stomach did not works with me. Mengusutttt. Udah jua ku bagi kau makan! >:( Satu lagi yang siallll! Dapat ku kira berapa urang yang datang. About 10 saja, and ada lah dalam 5 urang clean the Lab and arah lower sixth class. Yang lainnn manaaa. Buduhh. We got responsible people. If you don't have it go away from here. Yes yes you suck. You'll have to apologize.


We finished cleaning at around 3.00 PM. Thanks for those who helps. Then off to the bus stand, and my ayah picked me up at around 3.20 PM. Home sweet homeeee. Online and asleep. I woke up before Magrib and watched TV. Snow White on channel 702. I love the ending, "They live happily ever after," And Abg Azhar balik! (: TV, dinner, games, online, on the phone, asleep.

***

My Sunday morning. I woke up at 8.00 AM. I'm still tired, but I can't get back to sleep. Ohh and I'm lazy to do my revisions and homeworks. Probably, I'll do it karang malam.

Updated soon. (:

I'm soooo 'mental' hari ani - Bukan aku yang cakap tu, sayang tu cakap. Sorry sayang. >:'( I want to meet him hari ani waa sebenarnya. Tapi tapi, last two days sudah kami jumpa. Kemarin jumpa. Inda kan hari ani jumpa jua? Nah tu, Si Asim pulang ku marah. Sorry sayang. I was trying to keep myself from enjoying to much, and in the end.. I'm suffering! :s There's so much I want to do, buttttttt.. Those responsibilities towards learning stopped me from doing so. Sayang, give me a hug. I need it right now. Lend me your shoulder.. Let me cry in your arm.. I wasn't happy.. I need you sayang. I won't be doing this if it is not for you. You was the one who makes me feel so high. Sayanggggg! Make me feel even more higher please! >:'(

It hurts. I don't even like it.

Happy birthday, my baby sayang, Nurul Fatihah. Be a good girl baby. Nanti udah Memet basar, kaka belanja Memet jalan-jalan sama makan coklet ah. HE-HE. Kaka sayang Memet. (:

I figured out that today is another birthday for one of Super Junior's member. I'm a nice fan yes? Just for remembering their birthday. :D

Happy birthday, 金英雲 which means Kim Young-Woon or very known as Kang In - if I'm not mistaken. Have a super blast! :)

Hellooo world! Sorry for not blogging for two days. I'm busy with my school works. Since I have a day off tomorrow, I wanted to take this opportunity to update my blog. I miss you my dear bloggy! :'(

First off, the pictures! I have not uploading any picture for a week, yes? HA-HA. Sorry for that peeps.

December 30th, 2007. I was attending a wedding ceremony at around Telisai. I miss my holidays. :'( Oh, I was trying to focus on the groom, but failed. :s I want a new camera!

Talking about wedding, Asim's bestfriends is now getting married! Sayang, kita bila ah? :p

Congratulation to both of you.
Adjeem && Tirah.

Sayang and the gang.

Ohh, this was taken on the January 13th. Abg Zhar's not here. I miss you bro.

Honey Star. I likeeeeee! The breakfast cereal. Eaten with my Bro Zhar. :) I miss those days.

Nasi ayam kesukaan-ku. :D I ate this tadi afternoon after sayang sent me home.

Baby love loveeee. XOXO

Will update more later. Goodbye peeps.

I find this: ABCDEFG --> A Boy Can Do Everything For Girl.

Thank you my dear teacher for that tons of homeworks. I know one day, I'll appreciate what you've done to me. Thank you. Thank you. And thank you. :'( But right now I'm suffering like hell. Today is the first day of the year that I felt I'm stressing up. I wanted to cry so much. I can't finished all of it in one go even though I've tried very hard. Somebody.. help! The song that use to cheer me failed to do so today. In fact, it's annoying me! :'( I guess a call from my sayang would cheer me, but I refused because I need to concentrate. It's okay, I'll be in this hell situation for this year only. I hope I can get through A level with high grades. So that, I won't face this again in the future.

Goodnight. I miss you, sayang.

I preferred listing the hate list. Choose for yourself: hate/like.

List 44 things that you hate:

1. To much homeworks.
2. Afternoon class.
3. Noise.
4. Those stupidity.
5. Egoistic.
6. Liar.
7. Selfishness.
8. Mess.
9. Watching to much television that I ignored something I really need to do.
10. Connection lagg.
11. PC/Laptop/Mobile Phone/TV is not working properly.
12. Those annoying cousins. :s
13. Pretenders.
14. Failed in my studies. :'(
15. Cheated by guys. >:(
16. Saying something that I shouldn't say.
17. Doing something that I shouldn't do.
18. When somebody tells me what to do! Do it yourself, will you? - Exception for family and close friends and cousins.
19. Someone who didn't understand what I'm talking about, that I think my mouth is going to cramp to keep on explaining to him/her.
20. Somebody who refuse to say sorry after making a mad mistake.
21. The laziness! :s
22. Monday.
23. Sadness.
24. Backstabber.
25. Smoker/Drug addict.
26. Somebody who talks bad things about us (me and my sayang)
27. Boredom.
28. Eating to much. :s - I can't help it, but still I'm skinny.
29. Period. :s
30. Fever. >:(
31. Sad-ending story/movie.
32. Ada urang bising masa liat wayang. Anoyyyinggg! >:(
33. Mad boyfriend.
34. Not understanding kind of people.
35. Anak durhakaaa!
36. The word, "Buleh Kenalan?" Lameeee!
37. Essay. :s
38. Sleepy during lesson.
39. Jealousy.
40. Computer virus. >:'(
41. Spider and it's web.
42. Lizard. Disgusting ever!!
43. CD/DVD can't play.
44. Missed my favourite show. :s



Thanks for the tagged Azizah Rafhanah binti Hj Abu Bakar. :D Good luck on your assingment, and oh, thanks for the story 'Love In Everyone Hearts'. Again, Goodbye.

I just love Saturday. :D Because, the last two period on every Saturday is PS (Private Study). That means, homeee sweeet homeeeee! I can't stand the afternoon class. And again, I don't like Monday at all. :s I wish everyday is Saturday. HA-HA. :p

It's Sunday, I hope I'm having a silent weekend. But tadi my mom booked me jalan arah Ketua Kampung Danau, ada makan-makan doa selamat. I want to refuse, but I don't. I have homeworks for all my 4 subject, and luckily.. I managed to finished up my Mathematics and GP homeworks, left with Biology and Chemistry lagi. Essay and past year paper! Payahh.. but still I have to practice. What a life.. :s

And tadi pagi at 8, my Abang Azhar went back to the UBD. :s I'm facing a lonely life lagi di rumah ni. :s Good luck on your supplement brother.

Sha ambilkan borang June AS for me and Juju yesterday. Sha's very exited kan ambil AS, I don't actually. I'm in fear. :s I planned kan ambil Biology and Chemistry saja, so that ringan sikit beban for November A nanti. But but ayah suruh ambil GP lagi. I'm still new in GP, I don't have any confidence in it. GP June AS, mesti buat 2 essays ah, 1000 words altogether. Aiyaa, I'm not good in that okay. Hm.. Mathematics, I think I can do quite well on A level itself. Amin.

Ohh oh Azizah gave me the story yesterday, yang I wrote long long time agooo! :D Masa Sekulah Ugama Darjah 6. That's a very sweet memory. Title; Love In Everyone Heart. I read it back yesterday, and I got a flashback on what's happening on that time when I was writing it. Funny, sad, happy, anger, sad, sad and sad. Ahh.. those days.. I want to write more nanti, after my A level exam. That a new resolution. :D I want to be a writer! :D :D Nanti I post the story. :D

Okay, I need to finish up my homeworks. Goodbye.

I spent two hours on this one. :s I'm pretty satisfied with it. :)




Goodnight.

I miss you still, sayang! :'(

Its such a booooringgg day. :s

Tadi pagi I woke up late again, at around 9. Then take my breakfast, liat tv, online, blah blah! Semua yang ku buat, busaannnn banar. Inda tantu rasa ku bah, my sayang is not here. :'( Rindu ku banarrr arah ia. :s Ohh I forgot to mention this on the last post, where sayang came over kajap yesterday. To take my 3G mobile phone, so that sanang ia kan contact-contact I bila ia di sana. Tapiiiiii, mun inda ku message, bah manada ia message tu. Sedihhhh kuuu. :'( I hope you're having a great time there sayang. :'(

So now, sayang balik udah. Sanang hatiiiii! :D :D :D Bah karang malam sibuk ku ne. Homeworks plus notes. Ohh oh my cousins came by. They're here! :D Si Echa and and Ecumy. Bah byeeee!

Helloooo world! Be ready to read my story this few days. Ready? Set and goooooo! HA-HA.

I don't like Monday. School was okay, but the afternoon class really makes me tired. I was like, it was still January! Hmph. Teacher Laly was back from her home land (India) and Singapore too for her vacation. I've no mood to start Biology lesson, but it goes well. Hm, even though I didn't really understand the topic much. I'm pretty sure I can get through this well. Ohh teacher belanja gula-gula. Nyaman! HE-HE.

I've Chemistry practical class on that afternoon, which I thought it start at 1. But It started at 12:30, immediately after the bells rang. Eh lapar kali ku tu ah. Udah tah aku inda makan banyak time breakfast. And the class finished at 2. But before that, everyone have to submit the answer sheets before going home. Bah bah, time belajar lapar lapar? Bagus tu eh!

As soon as the three of us (Sha, Juju and me) submit our papers, mengusut tah kami ni. Sha's very hungry and Juju too. Sakit parutnya, katanya. I punnnn! :s I promised that after the class, I'll stay over at Sha's place. Balik ke rumahnya tarus I makan sambil liat CD korea; Please Teach Me English. Siuk siuk. Nanti I buat review. Unfortunately, inda sampat liat the end of the story, kana aga udah oleh my father. At around 4 I think.

Balik rumah tarus I tertidur sekajap. HE-HE. I woke up before Magrib. That night, I spent my time buat homework, some revision, tv-ing and online-ing. Ohh and sayang came over kajap ambil Nano.

Still, school was okay. And stilllll, the afternoon class makes me tired. The mathematics class started at 1 and ohh, it's loud. Everyone in the class is not concentrating to the board, they talk talk talk. HA-HA. Lapas makan kali ah, mengantuk jua tu. Iatah baik bercerita, daripada tidur. HE-HE. Then I went straight home at 2, ayah fetched me.

Night, as usual homeworks, revision and bla bla bla.

Againnn, the afternoon class. GP, we have to make our 500 words essay for 1 hour and 15 minutes. Mesti hantar! Sakit jari ku ah. Adui. I managed to finished at 2:15, and we started at 1. Exactly the time! Lucky lucky. HE-HE.

Sayang fetched me at school at 2:30. Before going home, kami jalan ke Tutong dulu. Ia ambil duit since kan jalan ke Miri. So lepak-lepak dengan sayang at my place, and he went home at around 4:30. And I miss him more. :'(

Malam, relaxed! I got 2 off days. Yeay! So I was tv-ing, online-ing and watching anime on my lappy. School Rumble and Lucky Star. Siuk siuk. Nak tengok lagi! :D

I wake up late, at 9 AM. Aduh. Pasal last night akhir tidur, tu pasal anime! HE-HE. I'm boreeeddd today. Makan, liat tv, online, lapas tu karang tidur. I makin miss miss miss my sayang. He's in Miri, sleepover at his cousin's place with his family. Sayang inda mau bawa akuuuu! :'( :p So my planning lapas ni kan belajar and buat homeworks.



Sayang... I got your song udah. Shyne Ward - Breathless. So I got to thanks Nera, pasal ia batah udah mau lagu ani. Tapi inda ingat tajuk and artist-nya. HE-HE. Thanks Neraaa! :D I miss youu sayang! Jangan gauk-gauk di Miriiii!

Sayang. I love you.

Me. :)



Memet ku sayang. :)



Ice cream! I loveeeeee!

Some new stuff. :)

Hair band.



Lulu Belle. Mobile Phone's casing.



Lulu Belle. Purse.



Photo frame. My last year birthday present. Thanks to my friend, Hamiros! :)