This feeling is really... driving me crazy. Again, as I said before... It's just a matter of time, so why does it has to hurt this much?

I now got a new term for this craziness. He sure is my addiction. As seeing him now, makes me wanna see him later. Seeing him today makes me wanna see him tomorrow. Seeing him tomorrow makes me wanna see him on the next day. It continues... until the end of time. Great? NOT!

And missing him this much is a big distraction. I don't know. Am I being too reasonable? Am I just giving excuses? Am I?

I want to wake up now. There's no time to play around. Right?

I should get to work.

I'm starting to hate myself again.

Don't you think I should have a day off?

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Okay, I better off. Assalammualaikum.