Dear love,
I am so sorry. I know I make you down. I know the truth but still I complained. I'm sorry.

Yesterday I asked him, "Cyg, kenapa kita inda macam dulu?". I asked him without any doubt, and now that I think about it.. I regretted for asking him such question.

Time flies so fast, but my heart to you never changed. I feel like I've been hurting you over and over again. I'm sorry for that. Deep in my heart, I'm hurting inside too.

I kept on questioning him, like.. "Dulu kita inda pernah kelayi,", "Dulu cyg inda pemarah," and "Dulu kita selalu jalan-jalan." I felt that questions stupid! I know the answer but why am I still asking him all these?

There's so much changes happening in us. People were talking bad things about us. So mom and dad.. I apologize for that. Because of that silly news, we rarely meet each other. I so hate the-person-who-I-wanted-her-name-to-be-mention-here-so-much-but-I-just-can't. She made us this way.

And I know he's thinking too much about his financial problem.. Sigh.. I shouldn't have complain.. Everything changes.. and I don't like how it sound, and how it works. When everything settle up, love, can we went back again through eternity?

I'm so sorry love. I really wish, that everything is back to normal again. To how it should be, because I found out that.. he's the one.

I miss the way you look at me, I miss the way you laugh, I miss how you turns to be silly, I miss the way you make me me laugh so much, I miss the way you treated me nicely, I miss the time where when I cried, you wipe my tears away, I miss the way you make me feel confident with myself.. and most of all, I miss your love. I miss the real you love.

I'm sorry again, I shouldn't asked for more..