I'm bored ehh! I want to spent my time with Asim, but uh he's busy doing other things. I'm bored ba! Buring buring buring! Mengusut jua ku udah ne. :s And I'm just not in the mood of studying, because of him too. I've set my mind to meet him after school in the afternoon, but no he can't. He have to babysit his sister because his parent was going to Miri. If I knew this would happen, I would plan to go to Sha's place, she even called me just now because she being too excited. He-he. Sha sabar dieh!

I began to realize more that I couldn't live properly without him. After an incident which happens last few days, I cried accidentally in public. Not to say he made me to do so, but yeah he did. I thought he was mad at me, because I heard his rude voice and saw his mad face and that I'm scared that he is not my dear Asim. And that makes me cry, and I cried non-stop until I reached home. He said he didn't mean anything. Sure thing, it's my fault. :/ GAHH!

I'm sorry that I make you feel ashamed in the public, walking with a bad-ass-crying girl. I don't even know why am I acting like that. It's childish! :/

Until now, I realize that I become vulnerable because of him. Baby, you can destroy me and also my life by hurting me. Like what I said, I may not cry but I will die. My heart will die. Don't you get it, you are a part of my life. Almost 3 years of your appearance, sure make a big change to my life. And baby, I want you to become my life. Because without you, my life will not be the same.

And I promise to love you more, as now I'm missing you terribly.

Goodnight. Assalammualaikum.