The pupil from the scholarship department came to our school today morning. First, they do their talking to form 5 students and after the break, it's our turn. It's quite interesting to know there were tons of scholarship given to Brunei students. If I can have this opportunity, I will never let it go. I'll work hard for it. And make you proud parents.

Unfortunately, for me to take Medical course.. I'll need 3 straight A's. I gave up on that. Hey seriously, I always get an E or D for my Chemistry! For God's sake, I'm doom! I cannot do it. Well after all, it's good to have a University up here in Brunei. And for me to enter them safely, I need 3 straight C's or better. The future scared me. :s

April 9th, 2008.

I went to Juju's place after school. My dad can't fetch me early, he fetch me at 4.30 PM. I arrived home at 5. I'm tired and I need some sleep. My homework stopped me from doing so... So I'm doing my homework and suddenly my cousin texted me. He need some help for his Mathematics homework. He was here at 9 PM and went back home at 10.30 something like that. I want to laid back and sleep well. But my mind get stuck and my eyes were wet. I feel like dying. I tried reaching Adonis but no answer. I'm there.. all alone.

Btw, as soon as I arrived home.. I'm astonished to see this..

My bathroom~ YEAYY!

Nothing much.. School was okay. Except the part that I burst my tears in public. That's humiliating. :s Thank goodness Juju and Sha was there. Thank you love. And afternoon class.. it was HOT! I can feel my fats were burning. HA-HA. I need to lose my weight. I gained to much. Noooooooo moreeee fooooooddddddd bolehhhhhhhhhhh?

Arrived home at 2.30 PM, fetched by Babah kuuu. (L) Some changes to my bathroom~ :D :D

THANKS SHA AND JUJU FOR BEING THERE. It's just that, I'm sooooooooo out of my mind. I need motivation, not advise.
Akuuuu mauuuu balikkkk rumahhhhh waaaaaa! :(