Can you see those red eyes?
After finish studying at 11.00 AM,
Teacher Laly asked me about my boyfriend. I feel very awkward, yeah you know, she's my teacher. Teachers usually scold their students for not concentrating on their study and such. She's totally different from other teachers that I've known. Me and
Asim is not going quite well this few days. Teacher's questions made me realize how much I'm in love with him. She asked me like "Do you want to marry him?", "Why do you want to marry a policeman?", "What make you think to marry him?". And I was like, I don't
knowwww. HA-HAH. I'm
soooooo blank. A love doesn't require any answer. By that time, I've decided to meet him this afternoon.
I've seen his car. I thought I'm going to cry again by the time I did not see
Wira. But of course, I held my tears. He made me laugh so much today,
thank you love. 'To get over something, you must face it. Do not avoid it, that's going to hurt you more.' I believe in such phrase. Truly, I miss you so much
Wira. I wish never to let go of you. But it's okay, I won't forget your existence in my life. I've decided to let go. You're the first car that I ever drove. In there, all those memories will never fades.
Thank you, for your existence.
Later at night, I hope I can sleep. It's scary when you can't sleep at night. :s
Assalammualaikum!