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Thank you, for your existence.
Date: Wednesday, March 26, 2008


Today morning, I went to school to study with Teacher Laly. It was 7.30 AM when I woke up. I went straight to the bathroom, taking my bath and stuffs. My eyes were very tired. I slept at 4 AM, argh that's awful. It's been 3 days since I haven't have my sleep at night. I slept quite well in the afternoon. So I must not sleep today afternoon, so that I can sleep at night. Urghh. Damnit. Hmph. fhosafldsadasewwefbuddddduuuuuhhhkajl. Continue -My dad took me to school, and we arrived there at 8.30 AM. Oh there's Amin. It was only me and Juju who planned to meet teacher today. He's there for practicing his guling-tangan at 10 AM. So while waiting for his practice to start, the three of us met teacher. Oh I'm very sleepy btw. :s

Can you see those red eyes?



After finish studying at 11.00 AM, Teacher Laly asked me about my boyfriend. I feel very awkward, yeah you know, she's my teacher. Teachers usually scold their students for not concentrating on their study and such. She's totally different from other teachers that I've known. Me and Asim is not going quite well this few days. Teacher's questions made me realize how much I'm in love with him. She asked me like "Do you want to marry him?", "Why do you want to marry a policeman?", "What make you think to marry him?". And I was like, I don't knowwww. HA-HAH. I'm soooooo blank. A love doesn't require any answer. By that time, I've decided to meet him this afternoon.

I've seen his car. I thought I'm going to cry again by the time I did not see Wira. But of course, I held my tears. He made me laugh so much today, thank you love. 'To get over something, you must face it. Do not avoid it, that's going to hurt you more.' I believe in such phrase. Truly, I miss you so much Wira. I wish never to let go of you. But it's okay, I won't forget your existence in my life. I've decided to let go. You're the first car that I ever drove. In there, all those memories will never fades. Thank you, for your existence.

Later at night, I hope I can sleep. It's scary when you can't sleep at night. :s Assalammualaikum!

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Fun fact: Cleopatra Stratan (born October 6, 2002 in Chisinau, Moldova), the daughter of Moldovan-Romanian singer, Pavel Stratan, is one of the youngest people ever to score commercial success as a singer, with her 2006 album La vârsta de trei ani (at the age of 3).



(taken from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cleopatra_Stratan)